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Name: lil_dancer77 [ Original Post ] Sorry to be a pain everyone, but i just needed to vent. Im feeling so weird today its not even funny... I had this dream last nite about my ex...and how he was with his new gf but keeping sending me mesages to my phone about us getting back together, and how he wanted to be part of my daughter and my lives. We met up and it was great....we were better then ever and we decided to give it another go...then i woke up. I was crying my eyes out......shaking and today i feel so sad i can't stop crying...so pathetic i know. But i finally thought i was getting over him but i realise now that i just can't i love him so very much and all i want to do is to fix this mess, hear his voice, talk to him anything........i have had no word from him since October, i know he is still in Timor with the army but i really am going crazy.....what do i do? Is there any hope for us? Or is it truely over and he never wants to be apart of anything with myself or his baby again? I am 29 weeks nearly now and as it gets closer all i want is for him to knock on my front door and for it all to be ok... ↓

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Name: lil_dancer77 | Date: Feb 15th, 2007 2:31 AM

help.. i just can't stop crying... ↑

Name: sez | Date: Feb 15th, 2007 6:27 AM

[ sarah He is a jerk and a asshole the way he has treated you, why would you love him? really nikki its time you moved on..ive done it its hard to do, especially while you are pregnant and you have the extra hormones flooding you. But if you dont do this..your daughter WILL suffer. You are a lovely kind sweet attractive girl, you will find someone else..i gaurentee once you have your daughter..all these feelings will subside for a while........just keep your head high ok? And i would be really talking to your doctor about going on antidepresants ↑

Name: lil_dancer77 | Date: Feb 15th, 2007 6:35 AM

Thanks Sarah, I think im just pissed off and upset, just saw some pics of him from last week with all his gear on, he looks very tired...it just bought back memories! I have also had a stupid vomiting bug since monday! Finally keeping liquid down and temps are getting back to normal...didn't want to have to go the hospital. I think its just a huge combo... As for the antidepressants, its hard workinga thte hospital where i see my doc everyday doing delivers etc...i don't want him to say anything to anyone else...i know he can't by law..but you never know these days. ↑

Name: sez | Date: Feb 15th, 2007 6:44 AM

Yeh no worries..look i understand completley i was the same with brandon ya know......remember i used to bitch about it all the time. It does get better over time.......really it does. And once you have that beautiful girl of yours inyour arms you wont care about that prick anymore. Can you go and see another doctor? ↑

Name: mommyagain | Date: Feb 15th, 2007 9:44 AM

pregnancy for some reason causes very weird dreams... I had one that I was in the hospital for my c-section and right after they took her out I got up running down the hall looking for my other daughters when I came back to my bed my dead father was there and he said "you didnt think i wouls miss this did you". Freaked me out. I was sure it meant I was going to die. another one was me sitting on a park bench with a family. The dad reached over and shoved a handful of splinters in my mouth! The last one was me in my backyard and bears chaseing me! Point is we are all crazy! I dont know if they mean something or not. I try not to read into them to much. ↑