SO FAR... in the beginning i lost 3 or 4 pounds and then after that i gained 6.. i was at 108. went down to 105. then i bumped up to 111. and as of march 2nd i am 116. i gained 5 pounds in 2 weeks!!! i feel HUGE! the size i am now at 5 n 1/2 months is the size i was at 7 months with my first child.
i was just letting everyone know. and would like to know how everyone elses weight is from beginning to end...
i go back to the doctors in 4 weeks ill probably be 10 pounds more by then!!!! hahaha ↓
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| dont worry.... my last doctor's appointment I was at 151.. and then the one before that I was at 144, so thats 7 pounds in 1 month... we'll see what I'm at in another week cause now my appts are every 2 weeks. I'm almost 28 weeks. ↑ |
I just posted this the other day but here it is again if it helps....
pre baby birth
96 136
112 136
94 143 ???
125 146
127 153
now 123 ↑ |
well, when i was preggo with christian (5 yrs. ago), i was a wonderful weight for my 5'9' height, but then i had severe morning sickness and lost so much weight, i looked sick. and i never gained it back. i was a healthy 135-137 before i got preggo with christian, then by the time i had him, i was barely 120, then with the nursing, i dropped down to a sickly 115!!!!! i was so upset b/c alot of people thought i was anorexic and i ran into a guy i used to date in baltimore and he thought i was on drugs. he made a smart ass comment. i don't even like to talk about my dramatic weight loss b/c i feel like i want to cry.
so, over the years, i got back up to about 123-125. so i was never happy. then, i got preggo with chloe last year and i got up to 141 by the time i gave birth and for some reason, not much of that came off (i lost all my tummy thought) by the time i went back to work after 8 weeks of maternity leave. so, i was looking mightly plump and i was so proud of it.
but, see now, i'm getting depressed again b/c i am losing weight again from the nursing. i am now 129. so, i've lost 11 pounds since i've been back to work last nov. i'm just trying my best to keep up the calories by eating extra snacks throughout the day, drinking boosts/ensures, eating high-calorie meals, etc.
again, my height is 5'9', so that's why i'm making a big deal about gaining more weight. i'm tired of people forgetting about the skinny people. just like they have all these diet plans, meals, programs for obese or overweight people, i think they should have something like that for people like me-who are underweight and want to gain MORE weight to look and feel healthy.
i'm tired of people thinking i want to be this skinny or i'm throwing up my food. shit, i purposely go to sleep after i eat a meal so that i may gain more weight.
sorry to vent so much, but this is a sensitive topic to me. am i being dumb? what's your intake? ↑ |
| chritainsmommy, i am really sorry for bringing up such a sensitive subject.. i i guess i didnt think about how sensitive people can be about it.. again im soooo sorry!! but im glad you can be open to us so we can support you. i cant say i understand how you feel because i am short and only know what my normal weight is. i wish there was more that i can say.. but i really hope everything works out for you. and you get to the weight you want to be so that you can feel healthy and better about yourself. ↑ |
Im in the same boat it as always been a struggle for me to gain weight ever since i was little. i was 120 normally but then my husband got deployed , i dropped down to about 116 and i was also pregnant. i gained 20 pounds with tyler and a few weeks later it was a total loss of 30 pounds, i went down to 106 and im still fighting to get back to at least 120. im so skinny and its so gross it as completely lowered my self esteem and i cry about it alot.. im 5'7
i wish they made diets esp for people who want to get fat LOL haha
and i too have been eating like crazy trying to gain it back! ↑ |
playmate-no, no, no please don't be sorry. i didn't mean it like that. i am actually glad that i could vent to you all without being told to "shut up and be glad that i'm skinny". people always tell me that. so, i'm very happy that i could tell the truth to you all openly without harsh criticism. i just weighed myself and i'm still 129.5. i don't think it will go back up. i just hope and pray that it doens't go down more.
zoey-yeah, i wish the same thing. but, maybe there are more obsese people in the world than underweight people, so i guess they only market what sells--weight LOSS products. bummer. so, all we can do is continue to drink ensures/Boosts and eat high-calorie products and try not to exercise. lol.
and yes, i feel your pain too. it is very depressing. i hate to look in the mirror at my bony thighs and sometimes when i get real underweight, i can see my spine. not my ribs, but my spine. i really hate that. my hubby says i'm fine. but i know very well he's lying. esp. b/c he likes nice booties and when i lose weight, i lose my bootie. :-( ↑ |
christiansmommy & lauren ....
I know how you feel about the wieght thing but I'm opposite of you...well I don't get to upset about it, but I'm only 5'2" so 123 is not a good weight for me, I'm not sure what I'd like to weigh, but I would like to loose a little bit I think if I could get around 116-117 I'd be happier! ↑ |
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