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Name: LindyR
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I tried to post this earlier but failed.

I'm 49, was anorexic in college, recovered in hospital. At 5'10" I never weighed more than 135 pounds. Now I'm 125, weighing myself every day and starting the food deprivation cycle.

And I alone in this?
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Name: LindyR | Date: Oct 22nd, 2007 8:45 PM
I guess I am. 

Name: LindyR | Date: Oct 22nd, 2007 10:26 PM
So now I starve. What do I need to join your club? 110 pounds? 85? 

Name: butterfly | Date: Oct 23rd, 2007 5:52 AM
no ur not alone please email me or if u have yahoo mes. please add me......michelle_200332@yahoo.com i know what ur going thru...ana has revisted me again..and i dont know what to do other than to talk w others who r dealing w the same thing. please please email me ok. UR NOT ALONE 

Name: ironyoftheday | Date: Oct 24th, 2007 3:17 AM
I was anorexic last year. I weighed 125lbs at 5'4" and 15 years old. Now Im almost 16 and I weigh 111-112 lbs. I started eating regularly once again 4 months ago. But, recently (the past week) Ive been binging alot :( and then Ill be bloated the next day. When that happens, I dont eat for a day so that my tummy goes flat again the next day. I get so bloated usually after i even eat a small bowl of cereal or a banana.. that I eat very little in the day, then i eat at night. I like people to see me when my stomach is flat, not when its bloated. But, recently its become so overwhelming. Yesterday I ate alot when I went out, and so today im bloated still. I drank only liquids the entire day but then gave in to some pasta. I got sad because I didnt think the bloating would be gone by tomorrow. I dont gain weight.. I just get so bloated, it drives me crazy. I really dont want to start down that path again. 

Name: butterfly | Date: Oct 24th, 2007 4:53 AM
linda...im leaving for treatment today ill be gone for 60 days. i will pray for you to find the help you need. please feel free to email me so i will have your address. 

Name: Auroraboy | Date: Nov 1st, 2007 7:10 PM
Dear Lindy, you´re not alone with this. i know there are plenty of those who have fought this withering death before and fighting it again even years after recovering. i´ve came to realise how hard it is to let go of the one thing that is completely in your control but my wish and pray for you is that you could find the strenght in yourself to find the beauty of you, to be the flower you are. Please don´t wither away. 


Name: mandyr | Date: Nov 30th, 2007 7:56 AM
hi lindyr i know what u r going thro
im 31 years old with anorexia,very nearly got put in hospital. im 167cm no idea what i weigh as im too scared to look i was 7st 1lb but i know i have put a bit of weight on.i want to lose the weight i have put on. 

Name: thininblack | Date: Jan 2nd, 2008 10:18 PM
I just found this sight, and was particularly interested in your posting. I too am a middle-aged woman battling anorexia and bulimia. I go crazy because there in NO ONE to talk to about it. My husband gets angry, my friends think it's disgusting! In the mean time I'm trying to raise my children and take care of the house and bills. It's maddening! 

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