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So hey I'm Jenna. I'm a freshman in high school. & I'm going to admit. Yes. I do suffer from bulimia. I honestly need help. Then A boy came. We texted, flirted & stuff . But at school he wouldn't even talk to me. I ask myself these questions everyday when I see him; "am I fat?" "am I ugly?" " am I not good enough for him? " " what's wrong with me? " then this monday I started making. myself purge. I know it's not good & all but you don't need to tell me that because I Monday I've gone back to it & honestly I just can't seem to stop obsessing over makin myself purge. Its like I'll eat & then 5 seconds will pass & I'll be in the bathroom with my fingers up my throat gagging. I don't know if it's just stress or the whole being a freshman thing but I just can't seem to control myself. I mean ill only eat a yogurt for lunch & then BAM I'll instantly think I'm back to where I started when I was in 8th grade I just need some advice can someone please help me? ↓
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