i have came along way since i was a real regular poster on her under 'lucie'. I have still had highs and lows.
I can identify that I am turning to binging 'occassionl'y' at the moment when my life is up in the air and kaotic. So my eating behaviour is related to control in my life, and obviously when i cant control things, like work life, social life, i have to control my eating by binging and purging to gain some control and feel stable.
It feels like a break through! !
at the moment ( i have binged the last few days and purged) i have been accepted for a job but like everyday i am awaiting to hear my start date- and that is something i cant control. So i believe that explains my recent behaviour, im on edge everyday so have to be ready to start literally at the drop of a hat!
Has anyone else discovered a trigger / triggers? ↓
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