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when i was 14 i had anorexia cause by major depression. and i completely got obsessed with loosing weight. i finally got over the anorexia. and now, a year and a half later. my life is going downhill again, but instead of starving myself. ive been binging. and i just noticed how huge i am. and now i cant even look at myself im so disgusted. im afirad its going to turn into bulimia or anorexia again. ive started up smoking to try to keep from cutting myself. ive come so close to stealing laxatives and diet pills. im trying so hard to beat this, but im so weak and i dont know how much longer i can stand it. please help. ↓
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