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well see im 16 and i hate my body im 5'2 n weigh umm 115 around there im obsessed with losing weight i no that and i feel guilty wen i eat idn i dont look huge or anything im considered skinny to other ppl but im not i look in the mirror and im not .. i dont no if i have an eating disorder .. my boyfriend is convince i do but hes an idiot . . im obsessed with losing like 15 pounds .. its weird tho ill go 2 or 3 weeks on a strict diet n ill lose weight n shit cuz if i eat anything that i feel guilty about ill throw it up or ill go a couple days with out eating ... i want to eat but i wont let my self ... but as soon as i smoke weed i wanna eat thats wut fuks me up .. i also run usually 6 miles mayb a lil less it helps clear my head i also usually use the ab lounge and lift some weights but i dont see anything improvement .. rite now im rly tryin 2 lose that extra weight cuz summers almost hear =) im startin to take concerta n adderall concerta is the same as adderall they supress ur appite .. i havent eaten in 2 days i no im hungry but i tell myself im not i no ill end up eating at least by sunday but idn if id really consider that an eating disorder cuz i always end up eating its not like i constantly starve myself all the time like my bf thinks i do i eat .. idn do you think this is considered an eating disorder? ↓
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