| no that is so true. i understand how you feel totally. like thats the same with me i've lost weight now that i havents eaten for 3 days but i like it. it makes me feels good. and i cant help but count calories. i evne count them on what kind if dressing im having and if theres a lot of fat or carbs i wont eat it. everyone tells me i look great. and that i should eat and work out if i want to lose weight but its way faster. and i cant really tell my family because its so embarresing. i just have to do it.. but my friends know and im worried because i dont want anyone to find out that im not eating that much because i dont want to go to a doctors they'll make me eat.. i dont want to gain anymore weight. im about 5"1 and 113 pounds thats a lot. seriously im not skinny i just want to be about 90 pounds or maybe even less why is that so bad? please give me advice. soccerchick262@hotmail.com. and ya everyone is skinny in my family. all my friends are too. why cant they just let me be happy?. i dont need a doctor, im not skinny. but please give me some advice. ↑ |
| At 19 I weighed in 109 lbs at 5 feet eight inches. The Dr. said you have a choice you can continue to commit suicide and die or you can live. I went home and ate. I have worked toward being healthy since then. I feel great! please read the post "every anorexic read this please" ↑ |
