Chello  Baby LOVE…

So I’m thinking about cloth diapers.  My husband is not keen to the idea but I think they are so cute.  Now I don’t like poop at all but it well save us money, better for the environment, and for baby.  We well see!  Between new baby, breastfeeding, cleaning clothes and bottles; I may be asking for it.  Don’t want to put more on me than I can bare.  But they are sooo cute.  I can see baby love in them right now!  The downsize other then cleaning them is they are not cheap!

On to other news!  Yesterday I was going on and on about how good I am with people telling me I'm getting big.  Well for get that comment.  Because very rudely I told one of my coworkers to SHUT UP!  I mean I know I’m getting bigger.  Every week I try to do something new to keep myself looking good.  I don’t need the DEVIL and his Demons telling me I’m big or giving me the look “you are big look”.   And why do they have to ask me question?  Just leave me alone!!!  Me and my baby are good that's enough said!   I tell you that Island looks better and better right about now!  But it has to have A/C, a garden tub, ALL types of food, Prental messages, room services, No husband, babydaddies, or kids allowed,(NO STRESS island) and plenty of trees for shade.  So basically a resort for PREGOS!  Don’t that sound nice???   Yeah I can see it now!  An island like Hawaii with clear blue water and the temperature is never higher than 75 degrees….  OOHhhh   There is a restroom every 20 steps!!!  Haha

One LOVE ...   

Hello Love ,

 Okay I believe I’ve been having emotional crack ups.  Yesterday I left work and just laid in the bed.  I only got up to eat and of course pee!  But right before my good friend called to check up on me I was cracking up.  I mean I just didn’t want to be pregnant anymore and I didn’t want a baby. (not my proudest moment)  I was like God just take it all away.  It didn’t have anything to do with my child or my husband but it was about me.  I guess I just got catch up in the Not being ready mode.  I mean I’ve never had anyone depend on me all the time for life!  I’m bring a human being in to this world that is a HUGE wake up call.  So after I got off the phone and got back in my right mind I felt better.  I wanted to talk to D about this but he went to the gym.  I’m like I guess that means I needed to go back to sleep.  So that’s what I did!

 Baby love is getting bigger because the lower half of me is hurting.  I trying to get back into Yoga but it is none existing right now.  Walking takes alot out of me but I try to move.  I believe I’m still getting around great compared to the other lady that is due around the same time I am.  She looked like she was going to pop any minute.  But they probably say the same thing about me.  I’m not as bad as most prego when I hear , “you’re getting big”.  I still don’t like it but I think I’m holding up pretty well in that department.   I’m aching more this week.  In the lower parts of my stomach and my back/BUTT!  I just hope I’m not going into premature labor.  I don’t even want to think about that.  I just need to make it to next month and baby love can come as soon as you want.  Even if I don’t have bottles but I do have my breast… (tmi)LOL

 I look at the other ladies nursery’s on here and want that in a way.  But than again I don’t because I already have a lot to due before you comes.  We are still trying to find a house , we need to pack , wash your clothes and bottles when you gets them.  So for me to think about putting up a nursery is overload!  I mean I’m barely making it through the day as is.  But all that we need is coming with the baby shower.  And we were blessed with a basinet I just need to go pick it up.  So you will have a place to lay your head.  Plus by you being my first you probably will spend most of your time with me and daddy.

 One LOVE…  

Mood: Is BETTER!

I can honestly say I’m okay right now but I know anything and I mean anything can tick me off.  I was so mad yesterday it was unreal. (Not going into details)  But I took an hour drive to cool me off.  I was breathing so funny I thought I was going to have to pull over.  But I just called on JESUS to help me drive because I need to get away.  Today is a new day and all I want to do is sleep.  I know now no more late night driving.  Late for me is 8 or 9pm. Haha….  So this morning it took all that I had to stay at work.  I have no idea how I’m going to get through next month.  It’s not bad but I feel my body wanting to do just nothing!  It’s like I feel my mind, body, and spirit are getting ready for labor.  It just funny to feel this way. 

 But I know that he is coming soon!  I was contracting or Braxton hickin’ (is that a word) all weekend!  I mean for 6 hours straight they where coming on Saturday.  Friday and Sunday off and on in the evening.  Well I guess that it.  I go to the dr. on Friday.  So more updates to come.

 One love…

My baby love ,

Looks like they are combining the baby showers…  Can you say , “Thank the LORD”!  Looks like it well be on August 2^nd.  Which I wish it was this month so I can start cleaning his bottles and clothes. (And I will be bigger by then) LOL But any who I was feeling really bad this morning.  But I'm much better right now I hope it stays that way.  I thought I had food poisoning or something.  I kept going to the bathroom and my stomached was upset.  I have been weak in my body and didn’t want to really eat anything.  I made myself eat so grits and I drunk ginger ale and apple juice.  I didn’t have a taste for water yet.  I also bought my MILK just in case my stomach starting feeling better.  DID I MENTION I’M LOVING MILK RIGHT NOW!  I was on the Silk but now it all about the 1% milk.  So I may drink that on the way home.  They are letting us out early today so let the fun being!

All I have planned is my prenatal message tomorrow. (I love that too)  Maybe a gathering at a friend’s house that day or me and D will do our own BBcue!  Saturday I need to go shopping because we need food right?  I wonder could I talk my loving husband to do that for me.  It takes a lot to walk around HEB now days.  Also a friend is having a party that night.  I’m not in the partying mood so I may just sit that one out!  And of course Sunday is church day!  Nothing to grand but enough to make be say I JUST WANT TO REST!

O Yeah my coworker was nice enough to bring turkey dogs and ice cream for the 4^th of July!  I guess that's when our appetite came back!  Well that it for now.  Let’s have a GREAT 4^th!!!

 One Love…