I can't find a bedding I like for your room. I did find a mattress though. I had daddy put your stroller together and his next project is the dresser and crib! I know he is loving me right now... Any who we didn't have a big strom like they said but we did get some much needed rain. I'm really hoping that they put my baby shower back on because a sister needs one. I'm going nuts trying to find this baby set and I still need to order the breast pump. O well God will provide. Nothing else going on I'm still here in this house and I'm ready to scrub some walls. I get to see my dr this Friday I would never thought I would be this glad to see her.
I was in some pain yesterday and thought we were going to the hospital but the contractions and the pain went away. I've also been have nausea again! I didn't sleep that great I guess that is to be expected this late in the game. Well according to the dr I will be 34 weeks this Thursday and out of the danger zone. I just hope he stays in there until the middle to end of this month. Just keep praying for us!
One Love...
2008-08-04 (36 weeks)
I'm loving it Baby love,
I have come to a revelation! It’s not about us, It’s about JESUS. With that said it’s not about me it’s about life; your life. I guess I’m getting to the end and understand that with all that I went through I will never get to do this again for the first time ever. I have been growing life inside me for more than half a year. I feel you move and hear your heart beat and it never dawn on me. I have to go through all of this to bring life into this world. WOW God gave me life and then he bless me and D to grow life. It’s like this cycle that is so overwhelming! I love it… I’m loving it! I still not at the point where I want you to come out yet but I still don’t want to get any bigger. I love feeling you move inside me. I’ve been cool today just sitting here in my own little world looking up baby bedding and singing to the LORD. When you come now I probably won’t be ready, I will not get everything right, and I’m not perfect. But what I can do is love you and do my best to guide you.
We may have a hurricane coming and I’m not worried. Every one at D’s job are joking that we should just camp out at he hospital just to be on the save side. I’m like D will put me on his back and we will swim to hospital if we have too! I just hope it’s not to bad. We have plenty of food, water, and candles. I need to remind him to get some matches. Any who I have been in the house all day and haven’t crack up! I believe I’m on the right track. It’s getting hard for me to stand for too long anyway. I’m like my legs are not use to all of this extra weight.
One Love..
2008-08-03 (36 weeks)
crib Baby Love,
We got your dresser today and the crib will be here next week. I hope you want! I've been feeling sharp pains today. You have gotten bigger in the last couple of days. I have more stretch marks to prove it. You are low and in my lap now. Last night was different. I wasn't going to the bathroom every hour but I was sweating alot. I'm like come on! So after getting up to wipe my self a couple of times I went to the kichten for a snack. I thought I was being quite but D comes in and catches me snacking butt naked.(WHAT I was HOTT) All he could do was ask was I okay and once I said yes he went right back to sleep, All I could do was laugh because I was trying to stop eating but it was toooo GOod! I have to go online and get the bedding set and rocker since I'm on my bed rest! Thanks Edwards Family for the crib and dresser!!! O yeah big thanks to my husband who has been putting up with me and all of my honey do's. He is working hard at cleaning the carpet!!! I have pictures but I think I'm going to keep those for just family and close friends. He looks like he is really concentrating!!!!lol
One Love...
2008-08-02 (36 weeks)
WEEKS My CHILD, I could be 1 cm for weeks. I’m so ready to get out of this house. I’m just 1 cm but I'm still get contractions here and there. This is not right! I have to shop for my child nursery. I have to work because I have bills to pay. I planned putting aside at least several hundred dollars in my saving account. I wanted to look at house so we can move. I had plans not just sitting in this room all day. But I SO GLAD I’M NOT IN THAT HOSITPAL! That was really painful for me. I have no idea what to do now. With limited money and mobility I’m like what now? I can’t say that I’m ready for you to come because I’m not! Even though I’m not trying to get bigger I’m just not mentally ready. You see I had a plan a schedule but you are changing all of that. Is this how it going to be for the rest of my life. I think not! We have to be on one accord! I’m a planner in some ways. I thought I was and now I’m just all mess up because I don’t know where to go from here. I really don’t know how to talk to anyone. Because I feel like they don’t or won’t understand me. I just talk to God a lot and pray but sometime I can’t even get that out. I just hope I’m not losing my mind. I tell you my husband better not ask me about another kid no time soon. This is so frustrating for me. Not being able to be me or know what’s going on with my own body. I love you kid but you have been putting me though some things. Some stuff I just keep to myself because it is my personal business. But some things I just have to get out! I just want to scream and just have PEACE. Is that to much to ask for?
(WHAT I was HOTT) All he could do was ask was I okay and once I said yes he went right back to sleep, All I could do was laugh because I was trying to stop eating but it was toooo GOod! I have to go online and get the bedding set and rocker since I'm on my bed rest! Thanks Edwards Family for the crib and dresser!!!
O yeah big thanks to my husband who has been putting up with me and all of my honey do's. He is working hard at cleaning the carpet!!! I have pictures but I think I'm going to keep those for just family and close friends. He looks like he is really concentrating!!!!lol
