drinking like a madwoman It's only water! I have had atleast 5 glasses of water so far.. working on my 6th now. I know I am gonna pay for it later when i go running to the bathroom like a madwoman! It'll hit me when I go to bed tonight. Always does! I will be up and down every 30 minutes I am sure of it. HEHE. We got our electric bill in yesterday and because of my hot flashes lately... the bill was over $200.. I nearly died! So now the air is on ONLY if need be. But the fans are going like mad! HEHE! Course we typically have the fans on when we go to bed anyways! its 90 down here but I am still not very hot. Dunno if its because I have 3 fans going at the moment or if I am starting to get back to my NORMAL temp even though I am still preggies! If I can save us some money.. great. I dont want to get my hopes up that I wont need that AC before the end of the summer. I know I will when Talon gets here.. the worst part about this house is the windows DONT open so no air can really get in here.. Gary and I are looking into a house Sat. although we arent real sure if we can get it! With only him working right now, we just dont know. If we get it great.. if not, well, we are gonna have to find something that has three bedrooms before October. This place would be perfect if we could get it! Its near the Jr and High Schools which would be nice for David. I cant WAIT to go looking at it on Sat... the outside is pretty cool.. the only thing I am concerned about is if its Central Heat and Air! I see Central Heat but dunno about air. Guess we will find out! Wish Us luck!
2006-06-06 (33 weeks)
better news.... Had the regular NST today in which Mr Talon Powell decided not to cooperate with the nurse. Each time she thought he was settled down, hed prove her wrong and move again! She was like he's being very tempermental today! David asked what was that? She said he has a bit of an attitude. David goes.. like someone else we all know and I laughed! David meant himself! He was too cute I have to admit! When we finally got Talon settled enough, she said no doubt.. 10 minutes tops and we'd be done!
Good news on the bad news part for last week.. I didnt gain weight but actually dropped another couple of pounds. Thank goodness! Then the protein levels dropped again! We are back at 2+... I told the nurse that I had been following her advice and not doing very much. She said with my history its not a bad idea to just go ahead and be on complete bed rest. YIPPPEEE!!! NOT!! LOL. I hate being deadweight.. or atleast thats how I feel. Just think only 37 more days technically to go! I didnt get to see the doc but when I told the nurse what the doc had said about the boob swelling hand ordeal.. even she had to laugh and said no way! I aint heard that! I love this nurse... she is so nice and she adores David! She said to continue what I have been doing and everything should be okay....
I remarked to her that I needed to speak with the dr about the blood pressure medicine I am on currently. Its not that it isnt working.. we all know it is.. the issue is breastfeeding. I really want to breastfeed but this medicine I am on doesnt allow for it! I asked her to tell him about my stopping the Plendil (which happens to be a calcium blocker as well.. no wonder I down milk like its going out of style). If we cant find another BP med that will allow for breastfeeding, I am willing to risk going early so I can breastfeed! Its so much healthier for babies and I so badly want to take this chance. I hope that he can oblige me on this. I cant have a vaginal birth so let me PLEASE have this one thing afterward the birth.
If I must wait another week to be off the meds.. I am wiling to risk it.. It just means closer monitering when I go into the doctor's and keeping an eye on it all. With the lack of salt intake nowadays and if I dont go out to eat at a fast food restaurant, I am sure I can keep the BP under wraps! At least that is my hope! As long as I pass June 21.. and get to June 30.. I'll be A-okay! Can I make it.. can we do it? I think we can! I hope we can!
2006-06-06 (33 weeks)
news article.. thought this would be of interest to some women!
WASHINGTON - One in five pregnant women has her labor induced. The question: Did the doctor pick the best time to try to speed nature's course, or would waiting a few more days make for an easier delivery?
A simple vaginal test may soon help doctors choose the date.
If the Food and Drug Administration approves the new use, it would greatly expand the number of women getting a test originally designed to detect premature labor — and one that many obstetricians already are grappling with how best to use in women nervous that they might give birth early.
The potential new use would focus sharp attention on a controversial issue at the end of pregnancy: Are doctors performing too many inductions, in a quest for more convenient childbirth?
The proportion of women undergoing induced labor has more than doubled since 1989.
Many are required for medical reasons: to treat a mother's pregnancy-induced high blood pressure or diabetes, or because the baby is in distress, or the pregnancy has dragged beyond the due date.
But elective inductions are spurring much of the rise. Parents' busy schedules and the convenience of avoiding a mad late-night dash to the hospital aren't the only reasons. Perhaps her obstetrician is going on vacation and the mother doesn't want the stranger on call, or needs long-distance relatives to visit and help out.
Regardless of why they're done, timing is important: If an induction is tried when the mother-to-be's body isn't ready enough — especially a first-time mother — it can mean a prolonged labor ending in Caesarean section.
Enter the test for fetal fibronectin, or fFN, a protein that is considered sort of a uterine glue. If it seeps into the vaginal tract anytime from mid-pregnancy onward, it's thought to signal that membranes are breaking apart so that labor might begin fairly soon.
Until now, doctors have timed inductions largely with a manual exam of how soft and dilated the woman's cervix appears.
The problem: That's a very subjective test, says Dr. Michael Randell, an Atlanta obstetrician.
A solo practitioner, he estimates that 90 percent of his patients are induced. "We live in a Palm Pilot society. Everything is planned," Randell explains.
But he's anxiously awaiting FDA's verdict on whether the fFN test could help better time those labors, because that test could offer objective confirmation of the cervical exam.
If it came back negative — no sign of fFN — for a woman he'd hoped to induce that week, "I would not even consider it," Randell says. "Wait another week and retest."
Manufacturer Adeza Biomedical sponsored a 22-hospital study of the toughest cases, 875 first-time mothers all scheduled for inductions despite cervical exams suggesting they weren't the best candidates.
Women who had a positive fFN test — suggesting the body may have been preparing for natural labor — were 38 percent more likely to deliver vaginally within 24 hours of the induction's start than those with no detectable fFN. And women with negative fFN tests were 29 percent more likely to wind up getting a C-section.
Some doctors are skeptical, saying the test may only spur questionable inductions.
"I don't feel a crying need for this (test), and I don't feel this trend for elective inductions is a good thing," says Dr. Peter Bernstein of New York's Montefiore Medical Center.
If the test is positive, "you're more likely to induce, but that doesn't mean you're not going to wind up with a Caesarean," he warns.
The test already is used earlier in pregnancy.
Many doctors check for fFN o help determine if women experiencing preterm contractions — between weeks 24 and 34 of pregnancy_ really are going into early labor or are having a false alarm. If the fFN test is negative, those women have less than a 1 percent chance of giving birth in the next two weeks, and may be sent home with the warning to call a doctor if symptoms change.
A positive fFN test is much less accurate, iffy enough that obstetric guidelines don't recommend using it for routine monitoring.
Still, many doctors have begun using it on women considered at risk of preterm birth, giving the $200 test every two weeks in hopes of peace-of-mind results until they're 35 weeks along, when doctors no longer attempt to postpone delivery.
"I felt, 'Why not have an extra warning, a warning signal?'" said Marina Belica of New York, a singer who said the testing gave her the confidence to perform with her band, October Project, through her seventh month of pregnancy with twins Benjamin and Sarah. "I kept a fairly active schedule. Having this reassurance was vital."
For the same price, Montefiore's Bernstein prefers vaginal ultrasounds that painlessly measure if and how much a high-risk woman's cervix is changing in preparation for delivery — although he acknowledges the scans aren't easily available in rural areas.
2006-06-05 (33 weeks)
Constant headache... Try as I must to lay down and rest.... I have put up with a constant headache all night long... Still can not close my eyes without feeling some pain. The swelling in my hands is down again but for how long? Gary wanted to take me to the hospital last night because I swelled up like a balloon and was very dizzy. Still slightly dizzy but not as bad... The only reason why we didnt go.. whose doctor was on call? Yep, you guessed it! Jerkins.. the one who said my boobs were causing the swelling! YEAH RIGHT! Gary was so worried about me he insisted on sleeping in the bed next to me... hes been on the couch as its been good for the both of us especially me. Well, up until midnight... he decided this.. I am sure it was my snoring that led him out besides my constant groaning in my sleep. I did NOT get a good sleep but atleast I can rest to myself today unlike him who has to work!
I must admit thoiugh after he left... I didnt wake up once during the 1 oclock hour..
These are all the symptoms I am currently suffering from.. Swelling or Edema Proteinuria Sudden Weight Gain Headache Nausea or Vomiting Changes in Vision Racing pulse, mental confusion, heightened anxiety, trouble catching your breath Stomach or Right Shoulder Pain Lower back pain
Last night I suffered another bout of nauseau while I was trying to sleep. Had been asleep for MAYBE 45 mins when it hit me and I knew if I didnt get to that bathroom it would be all over my floor. I got there and wretched and wretched but nothing was coiming but a small bit. Even that small bit helped! I HATE feeling miserable.
I broke down last night and cried.. IM scared to death to continue this pregnancy any longer.. Im scared that these are all going to get worse and no one other than my husband and mother in law believes something is wrong. Well, Katrina does.. I mean shes known me to be right so far!
My dr has stated that I have always had protein in my urine from the first visit.. My first visit was when I was almost 4 months pregnant.. duh! Then, the swelling starts and yet since my BP doesnt rise by the critical standards, I am not in danger? I dont get it and thats what terrifies me. I so badly want to call the office today and NOT wait til tomorrow to have a piece of mind. I want to talk with Dr. Remley and see what he says.
Well the swelling is back in my hands because I started to type. Last night the swelling was so bad, Gary bit me to see how long it would take for me to react. He almost drew blood thats how long.. he was like Damn baby.. you are losing sensitivity in that hand. He is so worried about me! I am taking him to work today so I can have the car JUST in case something were to happen. I hate doing it but I know I need to. I guess there is no crime in asking Remley for advice.. especially when you consider that a life and two are in danger. Serioiusly ya'll I broke down for the first time in weeks about this. Gary was so there for me and he realizes for the first time what me having another child meant. It meant this possibility and he realizes now, if he didnt before, that I truly love him.
I just want the pain to stop... thats all I ask! Hell, Ill be 34 weeks come Friday. I was put into the hospital at 34 weeks last time with David. Will there be a repeat???? Is it possible that I will deliver in the next two weeks as my nurse suspects. I mean how can the dr and the nurse have different feelings when she has been at this just as long as he has! I mean come on! I mean after she got the BP, she remarked well.. in a very coincerned voice... how have you been feeling? When I told her how.. even she remarked about the complete bed rest.. She also said.. if he doesnt.. maybe I should just go ahead and do it.. just to be on the safe side.. Maybe she is right! Maybe I should just put myself on complete bedrest without drs orders.. Hell, its not like I work anymore and David is old enough to help me out when I need something or he needs somehting too. I would hate to leave it all on his head but he certainly doesnt seem to mind taking care of me when i need it! Hence last night when I was throwing up... MOM MOM Do I need to wake up Gary? What do you need me to do? Are you going to be okay? This child.. I dont know what Id do without him even if he doesnt act like he cares sometimes.. lol! Thats just hte way the poor boy is.. helpful when he wants to be and a pain when hes HAD ENOUGH! Heck, we all understand that..
Okay, I have to go for sure now.. swelling is back with a major vengenance.. I wont be on my computer as much anymore because of it! If I decide to make that call to the OBGYN I will make a post. Til then, take care all!