I really wish people would leave there ugly comments to themselves. I never ask you for you opinion about me or my child! I'm so sick of people right now and I'm just going to stay on a beautiful island until my child is three! I don't want to talk or see anybody right now. Because people are so negative. I don't care if you like my child's name or not it's not yours. I don't care what you think we should or should not have again it not yours. I don't believe I ask you if we are going to raise our child so who are you to judge how he will be raised! I'm like why would you say that to me!!!! I'm trying not be one of those B**chy prego's but they or pushing my LAST NERVE! So please if you don't have anything nice to say don't say crap to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But this is about you and not me. You are 10 ounce even they are starting to believe mama about you being 2 weeks ahead. You heart rate was 147 and your are a healthy young man. I saw your butt it is soooo cute. And I'm going to downlaod the picture where you are praying. And yes mama will not post your man hood on here. I think enough people at work and friends have saw it!! haha
One Love...
2008-04-23 (19 weeks)
It's a
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BOY!!!!!!!!!
2008-04-18 (18 weeks)
Thankful
My baby LOVE
,
Your mama has to confess that she is selfish! She has been getting bothered about gaining weight and not really enjoying her time with you. But I read this article and I have to be thankful that this is not our story. We have food
, clothes
, and a roof over our head. Hear is a child that never knew his parents. He doesn't even know his age and lives in a dump. So your mother is saying publicly that she is sorry for being a big old trip! I LOVE YOU!!
One LOVE...
Here is the article
Editor's Note: In our Behind the Scenes series
, CNN correspondents share their experiences covering news and analyze the stories behind events. Dan Rivers
, CNN's Bangkok
, Thailand
, correspondent
, writes about an unforgettable encounter with a boy in .
(CNN)--He doesn't know how old he is
, but he thinks he's 7. His name is Khin Zaw Lin. He's lived in a garbage dump virtually his entire life.
Khin Zaw Lin lives in a Thai garbage dump with only his adopted mother and his toy gun to protect him.
I find Lin walking in a festering landscape of rotting food
, plastic bags and junk at the Mae Sot garbage dump in Thailand near the Thai-Myanmar border. His parents are long gone. His home is a makeshift shelter made from salvaged bags
, cloth and wood.
Lin is one of about 300 refugees in the dump who survive on other people's trash. Many are children. Some are women with babies.
Their daily routine follows the same pattern: They mill about the dump
, waiting for the next truck to arrive
, hoping for enough discarded food to get them through the day.
Lin pokes through the rubbish with a machete. He says he collects bottles and plastic for three cents a sack. He shows me his feet
, which were filthy and ribbed with cuts.
He tells me through an interpreter that he can't afford shoes. He walks barefoot through the treacherous landscape.
My assistant told me about Lin's home while he was researching another story on the border area in Myanmar
, the country once known as . I found it hard to believe at first
, but I was curious. I persuaded my camera crew to make the six-hour drive from
Bangkok .
When we arrive at the dump
, people are afraid of us. We'd been told there are orphans living at the dump
, but people are wary. They think we are there to take away the orphans or ask for bribes.
I tell them I want to help
, and I am eventually directed to Lin. He greets me with a soft
, hoarse voice. But he's all energy and purpose when he resumes plucking bottles from the mountain of trash.
A recycling firm offers the closest thing to steady employment for Lin and his family. It buys what bottles and plastics Lin and others salvage.
Lin gives the money to his adopted mother. She tells me that Lin's biological mother gave him to her in when he was a baby because she couldn't cope with the responsibility.
Life under the military junta in can be brutal. The country's economy is collapsing
, and torture and rape under the country's military regime is commonplace. Lin's new mother decided to flee to in search of a better life. She found a garbage dump instead.
Still
, she says scavenging for food in the dump is actually an improvement on her previous life.
As I listen to Lin's story
, a question keeps going through my mind: How can a 7-year-old spend his entire childhood in this squalor?
Perhaps it's because Lin is invisible -- he doesn't have a passport or papers. He is part of special group of refugees from that don't officially exist.
The United Nations established refugee camps in for those who flee
, but the camps are reserved only for victims of political persecution. Refugees fear if they enter a refugee camp
, they'll be classified as migrant workers and deported.
As a result
, these refugees are trapped in the garbage dump -- not enough money to go elsewhere and no prospects back home.
I thought I had become accustomed to the grinding poverty I had encountered in parts of
Asia . I've met my fair share of children who are denied the luxury of hope. But Lin's story angers me. I feel close to losing all objectivity.
Near the end of my meeting with Lin
, I ask his adopted mother if she
, and Lin
, would ever escape the rubbish dump.
Her answer is as hard as the world she and Lin inhabit. “Never”.
2008-04-14 (18 weeks)
It's a Jellyfish...NO it's a BREAST?!!?
Hey Love
,
My weekend was busy!It started out okay on Saturday spending the wee of the morning with daddy.Got breakfast and was off to my hair appointment by 9:30.My appointment was at 10 a.m. I got there at 10:02.I did not leave there until 3:30 p.m.Can you say hungry!!!!We were supposed to meet up with some friends but by then all I could think of was eating something fast.I was on the S.E. and my hubby was on the S.W. side and we had to eat then leave to go to the North side.I just wanted to eat and take a nap.So we cancel the outing with the friends. I stop by my grandparent’s house. (AFTER I EAT of course)They are doing okay!I had a million things to do but my body just wanted to rest.We just watch movies then ended up falling asleep.
Sunday I woke up tired and didn’t want to go to church.So my hubby told me to get dress.Am like babe all I want to do is eat.Your child had my stomach grubbing at four a.m.So off to Kelly’s we went!That was SSSSSSSSooooo good!Then he surprises me and took me to the beach to send some time with the Lord.It was very peaceful there.Not too many people because we got there right before the crowd came.But as we were leaving my hubby said
, “Babe look at the rear window”.I’m like what is that?A JELLY FISH!??He was like
, “No it’s your BREAST”!(Now mind you I wear the nude bra thing that sticks to your breast when the dress is sleeveless and that’s what he calls them.)I just bust out laughing!No it not baby I have on a regular bra.He was like
, “YES IT IS YOUR BREAST”.So I’m like pull over and I give him a napkin.He is like if it’s a jelly fish I’m not going to use a napkin.So he goes to the truck look for something to get it. While I’m in the car cracking up. He comes by me and say’s see it is your breast.I’m like yes baby it is a breast but it’s too little to be mine!Then he throws it in the trash.We still are trying to figure out how in the world did that thing get there.It wasn’t there when we pull off!All I could think of is some lady is looking for the other half of her bra! LOL