Pregnancy Journal

Today I had a doctors appointment at 5:00pm however I arrived at the doctors office at 1:45pm so the recepionist decided to take me in early which was a good thing because Dr. Moorehouse thinks that it is too late to do my first ultrasound he stated that I maybe too far along and I would have to wait a few short weeks until the next ultrasound date. The doctor suggested I take my blood today and recommended I come back to see him tommorrow for the results. He said that through the blood he will be able to get and exact figure of how far along I am. The doctor asked when was the last I saw my menstral cycle I told him October 21, 2007 , I have no idea why after all it was November 21, 2007, perhaps that's why he look so incredibly disappointed, he did not really say much. Normally we are really talkative and we have a great time together for my appointmentsbut today it was like a room full of dead air. I know he is not attracted to me because he is fully gay! I think he reaction of silence was because he knows that I have a lot on my plate and I think, he thinks I will have to handle this pregnacy alone, of course he has never met Alphonso before, I don't know maybe one day I will bring Alphonso with me to one of the my appointments. He may fall in love, Alphonso is quite sexy! Nevertheless I enjoy Dr. Moorehouse alot for some reason.

As for how I was feeling today, I was a bit sick, I felt light headed and often found myself sweating and then cold, weird but I was not hungry all day today and had to force my self to eat. I had a peanut butter and jam sandwich and a salad in the afternoon. The only craving I really have is cold milk over ice and cake. My stomach looks a tad bit bigger today. I told one person at work there was a small possibility I was pregnant which was Resa Williams. I kinda want to keep things on the down low for now at work until I feel the time is right and time after the fifth or sixth month I wanted to wait it out until I know everything is ok and well. I have been extremely horny lately which is weird I have not really been craving it lately.

Well as for pregnancy things are going really well for me. I'd like to say exceptionally well. The only signs of pregnany would be my on going cravings of orange juice, blue berry muffins, trident suger free orange fruit gum, and peanut butter and jam sandwiches. I don't care too much for meat at all anything heavy is not appealing at all. I have been quite active at the gym this week and last going everyday including weekends. Yesturday which was Monday, I was at the gym for  one hour and a half. Light lifting, I went on the stair master and thigh master for Cardio my legs are slimming down. Finally a machine that works for me! I think I feel movement but I thought so two weeks ago and then it stopped, I have not really felt anything great maybe my movements were gas, who knows I have been quite consipated lately. My first doctor's appointment will be tommorrow I'm sure I will shock my doctor.