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2006-11-03  (baby has arrived)
First Halloween and some other firsts!

Meghan~ Your first halloween was this last Tuesday, October 31, 2006.  Gramma K bought you a little ladybug costume the weekend before Halloween when she was here visiting.  I thought it was the cutest thing and couldn't wait to see you in it.  When I picked you up from daycare on Halloween I put the costume on you and laughed so hard that it made you start to giggle too.  You were the cutest Little Miss Ladybug!  Everyone that saw you in your costume thought you were adorable!  You are sure getting big my baby girl, 3 months old on November 13th.  It just doesn't seem right how quickly you grow.  I love you so much my little pumpkin!   ~Mommy

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Meghan is getting so big - she'll be 3 months old on Nov. 13th!  Where did the past few months go?!  So much has happened this month.  Gramma K came the weekend of Oct. 21st and the weekend of Oct. 28th.  The first weekend she babysat so Mike and I could go on a much needed night out.  Even though I was thinking it, Mike was the first to ask "I wonder how Meghan is doing?" hehe.  The next weekend Gramma K and Mommy went out to find you a big girl crib.  We bought the crib, went to Babies R Us to get some sheets and decided to then come home.  Meghan and Gramma were playing on the couch when all of a sudden Meghan started GIGGLING!  It was the first time she actually laughed!  Both Gramma K and I started laughing too!  It is one of the most precious sounds I have ever heard. 

I believe our little Meghan is beginning to teeth.  She may not pop a tooth out for a couple of months yet, but she's drooling like crazy, chewing her poor little hands off, and seems at times somewhat uncomfortable.  I bought her a teething ring at the store the other day and boy does she just chew on that thing! 

Meghan has also found her hands.  When she's in her bouncy seat her hands end up in an "L" shape as she's laying there.  While laing there she'll turn her head and start staring at her hand and all the movements it can make.  This happens almost everytime I've put her in her bouncy seat and just in the past few days whenever I lay her down.  It's amazing to watch her face as this thought process is going on in her head.  She gets the most mystifying look on her face, almost as if she's saying "woah, what is THAT supposed to do?"

She's kicking and punching rather fiercely.  When she kicks, if one isn't careful, they will be the recipient of a good whack in whatever body part is closest.  She LOVES smiling and is such a happy baby most of the time.  Seems she fusses only when she's hungry, tired, or has gas.  She still wakes up many morning with gas.  I bought some infant gas drops at the store the other day so we'll see if that works. 

My milk supply is back - WOOHOO!  I think making a conscience effort to pump helped, but I've also been eating oatmeal pretty consistantly too.  Lately when Meghan is nursing she'll put her hands up in a fist by her face, like she did in her ultrasound picture.  It's an "I'm content and comfortable" thing.  Sometimes she even holds my hands when nursing too.  I love it!  She's starting to grab a hold of things and hang on to them, even if it is for a few seconds.  She's been grabbing her shirt and pulling it up.  If it isn't a onesie she pulls it up to show us her tummy. Gramma says that I used to do that when I was her age.  Meghan's been turning to her side alot while changing her diaper - I'm sure practice for when she really starts to roll over. 

Just the past couple of days she's trying to mimic the sounds and raspberries we do.  It's a lovely little banter we have going.  I coo, she coo's.  I say ahhhhaaa, she does the same.  I make a raspberry with my lips or tongue and she tries soooo hard to immitate it.  It's very amusing to watch.  She wants to do raspberries so bad!  Its only when she gets frustrated that she finally does one.  Before long she'll be a spittin' raspberries! 

She's still such a tiny precious baby.  Very dainty and girlish in every way.  Although I'm very excited to experience the things she has yet to show us, I so want her to forever stay my baby.     

 
2006-10-24  (baby has arrived)
Before I was a Mom...

I received this little poem in an email the other day and had to share it with everyone.  I would never trade being Meghan's mommy for the world, even if I don't get to do my hair as I used to or get the house spotless clean or trip over her toys.  All are little reminders that I have a precious little blessing to love and care for.

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Before I was a Mom...

I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed.  I brushed my hair and teeth every day.

Before I was a Mom...

I cleaned my house each day.  I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.  I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.  I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom...

I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on, chewed on, or peed on.  I had complete control of my mind and thoughts.  I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom,

I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests or give shots.  I never looked into teary eyes and cried.  I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.  I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom,

I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.  I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.  I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.  I never knew that I could love someone so much.  I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom...

I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.  I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.  I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.  I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom...

I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.  I had never known the warmth, joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.  I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

And before I was a Grandma...

I didn't know all those "Mom" feelings more than doubled.

 

 
2006-10-20  (baby has arrived)
Lots of new pictures!

Hi All,

I've put up lots more pictures of our precious Meghan.  Gosh how fast the months go.  She will always be my precious baby girl.  I love it when she smiles and talks.  Too bad we can't put up movie clips on here...she talks and coo's.  I can't stand it sometimes.  I just pick her up and smother her with kisses.  Enjoy!

 
2006-10-19  (baby has arrived)
Help! Low on Boob Juice & 2 month check-up

So, the icing on my cake of stress right now? - My boob juice is running low.  Yea, don't know what happened.  Started taking the low does bcp Oct. 1st.  By Oct. 8th (when aunt flo reared her ugly face) I went from being able to pump 5-6 oz., to 1-2 oz.    Meghan seems to be doing fine and getting plenty to eat, but my frozen supply is diminishing.  I immediately called my OB office and spoke with a nurse who assured me that it wasn't the pill or my period that is causing the milk reduction.  Um, ok, so what the heck IS it then?  She told me to nurse every feeding and not to pump in place of a feeding. 

Ok...here I am a week later and I'm still having problems.  What gives???  Has my worst nightmare come true - that I won't be able to breastfeed?!  I called the lactation specialist at the hospital Monday and she told me that the pill and aunt flo coming isn't the problem.  Once again, I ask what is it and what can I do??  I guess going back to work full-time and the stress is not helping.  I pretty much got the same solution from her - nurse for every feeding, but pump afterwards and if that doesn't help call next week.

It's now Thursday and it still seems my boob juice is running on empty.  Even Meghan gets a bit frustrated.  What can I do to get it up again?  I'm DETERMINED to do what it takes to continue breatfeeding Meghan.  Maybe I'm too stressed and not concentrating enough on getting my supply up.  I'm sure freaking out on what to do isn't helping matters either, huh?  Any suggestions or help is greatly appreciated.  

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On another note, Meghan had her two month check up on Monday.  Drumroll please...

11 lbs. 7 oz.

23 1/4 in.

15 in. round peanut head

She's absolutely perfect!  She's in the 75 percentile for height (not surprising since Dad is 6 foot 5 inches).   And average for weight.  She has a little peanut head, but we were assured that does not mean her brain is any smaller than the average baby, hehe.  Then he checked her ears.  They were a bit waxy and he had to scoop some of it out.  Meghan did NOT appreciate that.  In fact, she cried, literally cried her eyes out in pain.  Then right after came the shots.  What absolutely killed me was they asked me to hold her hands so she wouldn't flail them at the nurse giving the shots.  I had not seen Meghan cry (with tears streaming down her face) until that day.  Unfortunately, I had to learn what her "I'm in pain cry" was, the hard way and I hated every minute of it.  Fortuneately, I, her mommy, was able to soothe her, comfort her, and let her know that I would make it better and THAT is one of the best feelings in the whole world.   

 

 

 


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