jj's growing like crazy - i didnt go to sleep last night til about 3am...24 days and counting, well probably in the 22-23 day range

i really hope jj's dad will help me out alot in the first 6 weeks,.....i dunno.....I think he doesnt realize just HOW tough its really gonna be

we're almost done cleaning and my goal is to have everything done no later by the 14th......

we'll see!

The crib is lookin' a hot mess right now...and i don't have the energy to clean anything..plus i'm STILL in pain...and according to today's u/s appt. there's nothing that can be done about it..

lil' j.j is about 5lb 10oz right now, so he should be over 7lbs at delivery..i can't make it 4 more weeks thru this pain...im tired and pissed off...

i have been up all night, in pain...

this couldn't be round ligaments, its too painful, and VICADIN did NOTHING......at all...thats why im thinking its SPD(Symphysis Pubis Dysfunction) i dunno - something ive been researching all night - they're on to in over in Britain, but don't really talk about it much here in the US - I Have been up all night, several times, and none of it awakened John, which tells me theres going to be big problems in the event i work nights, or graves or something, -- the whole thought of it pisses me off because i swear if he lets somehting happen or doesnt help me at night when i need it, it will really cause major problems - i'm afraid something bad will happen since i know my movements are much louder than a babies

ok im in pain...

bye.

jj wakes up about 10am everyday but sleeps mostly the whole night

his kicks are getting tired and more tiresome during this 33rd week and his rolling and turning is not comfortable

we started lamaze this week.......that was.........informative, and a lil' boring......

but helpful