last night was horrible.

sick and coughing.

nausaeted all day; but it's 8 now and of course! i feel better

pigged out today - 2 chickens spinach corn potatoes (2), carrots.....hungry hungry

Finally! Thank you Jesus!! Another bean on the way!!

I tested today at about 4pm or so...I've been nausauted and very sick......

Surely enough, it was positive..........yippie!

omg THIS is really one of the wildest rides ever! My lil' bundle of joy is here and he is more than a handful....i had no idea motherhood was this challenging, but it is great.

Me and the Mr. couldn't be more ecstatic......until the next one comes along...

Ciao Bella!

well it's 9pm and of course big J is dead to the world...i'm not even going to waste my time worrying about all those nights i won't be here to hear you cry and hopefully you won't die crying yourself to sleep because your dad wont hear you cry on the nights when you are sick or need to be changed....which can lead to bad diaper rash if you're not changed often enough.

but I promise if it keeps going like this, there's no way i'll pick you, your safety, or well-being, over anything else

 ~you come first~

both mommy and daddy can't wait to see you!