I am Now 14 Weeks Sometimes I dont Really know how i feel about becoming a Mommie. It really does scare me and I feel like i'm not going no matter how much support i have. Then I have times where i am so damn exicted!!! That is mostly when i watch a Baby story on the TLC channel, I also find that I cry when other people have there baby. I think its just my hormones, I hope so. It has to be, My mother told me that when she was pregnant she would cry over the Taco Bell comericals. Yeah I know thats weird. what i really want is to feel the baby move already. Just so that it can give me peace of mind ya know, just to know everythig is okay and she or he is healthy or alive at least. I was so upset when i didnt get an ultrasound at my last appointment, i think they should give one everytime. But thats pretty much all i have to say as of right now.
2008-02-22 (13 weeks)
Watchin TV at 12 weeks Well this morning i found out that my boyfriend weighed about 9lbs when he was born, and he was a preme. What in the hell is that about? I mean i dont want to die during child birth but pushing a 9 lb baby out of me just seems really painful. I dont know about anyone else thats just how i feel. But all of that seems to go away when i watch the babies on the tv and hoe cute they are. I'm happy the only thing that i'm not looking forward to is the pain. I have been told that it will pass and i wont remember it after i see the baby. I already know that im gonna want to kill kenny, My boyfriend. Another thing is watching tv and seeing all these moms and them saying they dont know how to chance a diaper. It just trips me out. I'm excited about it though. I guess thats all that matters.
Sometimes I dont Really know how i feel about becoming a Mommie. It really does scare me and I feel like i'm not going no matter how much support i have. Then I have times where i am so damn exicted!!! That is mostly when i watch a Baby story on the TLC channel, I also find that I cry when other people have there baby. I think its just my hormones, I hope so. It has to be, My mother told me that when she was pregnant she would cry over the Taco Bell comericals. Yeah I know thats weird. what i really want is to feel the baby move already. Just so that it can give me peace of mind ya know, just to know everythig is okay and she or he is healthy or alive at least. I was so upset when i didnt get an ultrasound at my last appointment, i think they should give one everytime. But thats pretty much all i have to say as of right now. 
Well this morning i found out that my boyfriend weighed about 9lbs when he was born, and he was a preme. What in the hell is that about? I mean i dont want to die during child birth but pushing a 9 lb baby out of me just seems really painful. I dont know about anyone else thats just how i feel. But all of that seems to go away when i watch the babies on the tv and hoe cute they are. I'm happy the only thing that i'm not looking forward to is the pain. I have been told that it will pass and i wont remember it after i see the baby. I already know that im gonna want to kill kenny, My boyfriend. Another thing is watching tv and seeing all these moms and them saying they dont know how to chance a diaper. It just trips me out. I'm excited about it though. I guess thats all that matters. 