today i have an appointment in a little over an hour... hope all goes well... tomorrow i will be 17 weeks... YAY!!!! cant belive its going so fast! ive been dealing with my husband being gone really well so far, still havent gotten a call from him yet. and since he left, it seems i havent felt like eating much, like im always full and not hungry. but i do force myself to eat anyway cuz i know its not good for baby to not eat... i guess its just because i feel down and im a little worried cuz i havent heard from him. maybe it will be better after i hear from him... hopefully its soon... will be posting another entry later after appointment....
2008-05-02 (16 weeks)
16 weeks and husband is gone :( well... as of yesterday im 16 weeks... yay!! but my husband left for basic training on monday and i have been so devastated about it... but everything is going real well with the baby... my daughter's 1st birthday party is tomorrow and im really excited about that... and, she just started saying daddy instead of just dada right before he left. so since he left, shes been calling for him and looking around to see if she can find him and it is so sad seeing that... which makes it a little harder on me with dealing with his being gone... but i finally realized that i have to be strong for me, my husband, our daughter, and our baby.... so i started feeling a little happier (if i should say that) about it.
2008-04-11 (13 weeks)
my husband is leaving :(
well, we found out yesterday that my husband is leaving for basic training on the 29th its a good thing he is going but i dont want him to go this soon. sooo, i guess i will be going through this pregnancy by myself...
2008-04-10 (13 weeks)
13 weeks well, as of yesterday, im 13 weeks... almost near the end of trimester 1!! but im still so tired. i got no sleep last night because we have one of my husbands friends staying with us for a few weeks and my daughter woke up crying 3 times because he turned down the heat and it got cold last night and i was PISSED well, we turned the heat back up and eventually put her in bed with us and she was fine. but, other than that, everythings going great. i can feel the little one moving now... its amazing. and, we found out that the paperwork my husband was waiting for to go into the army came back and now they are just waiting for the approval for him to be stationed back here at ft bragg. hid recruiter says hes expecting him leave out sometime by the 22nd of this month ... but i guess i will have to deal with it...
its a good thing he is going but i dont want him to go this soon. sooo, i guess i will be going through this pregnancy by myself...
... but i guess i will have to deal with it...