Been MIA... Catch up posts - Feb 23 2009 I'm feeling a little sick this afternoon. I am guessing that it is the heat. I am so thankful that I will be majorly pregnant throughout winter this time! Although, I hated it when I was pregnant with Madeleine, but I think that is because I got bronchitis... coughing and labour is not a good combination.
Anyway, this morning I went to put my jeans on. Usually they fit fine... but today they were a little squashy. I can feel a slight bump there when I lay on my belly, but I'm not a belly sleeper so not a big drama. So, my clothes are starting to get a little tighter, which is so strange considering only 2 months ago I was celebrating the fact that they were getting to be too loose on me.
I haven't put on any weight which is great. I have actually lost a couple of kg's but don't know how. I guess it is the irregular eating and the not being able to eat which has done it. I think that if I was able to take my boobs off I would be 10kgs lighter. My boobs are crazy huge this pregnancy. I have already outgrown my 16dd maternity bra... it is cutting me off in the boobs giving me that awful 4 boob look. Urgh. I guess that means up to an E cup for me :'(
2009-03-14 (13 weeks)
Been MIA... Catch up posts - Feb 20 2009 part II I found it with no drama's at all... it is actually really easy and a nice drive... stupid google maps! Grrrr!
Yeah I had a BIG cry. I didn't want to and I held back all I could, but having to explain everything is so, so, so hard. I hate remembering all the things Noah had wrong with him.
My midwife is so lovely! I really couldn't imagine anyone being more comfortable with any other midwives. She made me feel so good after talking about Noah, and didn't make me go into any more detail than I was willing to thankfully.
I am all booked in for a homebirth! That in itself is fantastic! I like knowing that this birth will be everything I want it to be... no being bullied into having my waters broken or the syntoctin injection for the placenta.
I have the NT scan done in a week and a half, and I can call 24hrs after to get the results.
I am so happy now!
2009-03-14 (13 weeks)
Been MIA... Catch up posts - Feb 20 2009 I'm having a sooky moment :(
I'm about to leave to meet my midwife, Rob can't make it because he is at work and can't get away... I am never good with the midwife appt's because of having to explain Noah... and this is gonna suck because tomorrow is Noah's birth/angel day and that is playing on my mind big time.
All this with the fact that I'm not 100% on where I am going... so I feel like I am running on instinct alone and I want my husband here :(
Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
2009-03-14 (13 weeks)
Been MIA... Catch up posts - Feb 19 2009 I have been feeling loads better through the days lately... but early morning & late at night are when I am most likely to feel yuck.
Rob came home with some exciting news yesterday... actually, he found it exciting, I found it terrifying!
An announcement was made that all the casuals are going to be laid off in the next few weeks... but if any were interested in staying on, they had to apply for permanent positions. Rob was intending on applying once he'd been there for a year (March) but is ok with doing it now. He seems 100% sure that he will be accepted, because of the fact that there is a major skills shortage Australia wide, but there is also a major Electrician shortage within Newcastle and the contract they're working on at the moment will be going for a while yet. I am worried, I really hope he gets accepted... no idea when we'll know as yet. It will be fantastic having him permanent, it will mean no saving up for Easter & Christmas breaks 'cause he will be paid for them :)
