Joshua Today my journal entry is going to be dedicated to the love of my life, the father of my baby on the way, Joshua. I know this is a pregnancy blog but he is a big part of why im pregnant lol.
This man is truly amazing. I just want to shout to the world how great he is and how much I adore him. I want everyone to know! He is by far the greatest guy I have ever met. He takes care of me and I, him. What we have is very special. We have been together for over a year and it has been so wonderful... We were together for almost a yr before he told me he loved me... and let me tell you for him to wait that long and be sure of how he felt before he told me... meant so much to me. I got butterflies and my heart jumped when he told me. It was sooo meaningful!!
And now that I have found out that I am havnig his child... I have grown fonder and have a new found love for him. He is more than just my boyfriend. He is the father of my child! I hope to one day marry this man. We are going to be a family... and let me tell you. I wouldnt want to have a family with any other man. He is the one for me. The one God attended me to be with.
God sent us to each other... knowing we had both been through so much when it comes to relationships. We have both been hurt one to many times.. lied to.. cheated on... etc. God knew when he was looking down on us that we would be wonderful to each other and perfect for one another. We are truly blessed to have one another and I thank God for him everyday.
He has been such a good influence on my life. His parents braught him up to be such a great man. They should really be proud of how he has turned out because I've never met another man like him :)
This blog is dedicated to the love of my life, the man that holds the key to my heart and the map to my sould... Joshua :) |