Pregnancy Journal

Hello sweetheart!

Mummy is SO excited to meet you. I really can’t wait! You’re due in just under 6 weeks and each day will feel like a lifetime!

I haven’t been too great, nothing major just lots of aches and pains! (SPD) Which is making Mummy’s pelvis too soft and it hurts sometimes, but it’s all for good reason, my wonderful little cherub!

I’ve been signed off work so Nanny & Grandad’s house is spotless! I’ve done some serious nesting bubs, but you’ll probably know that seeing as you’re everywhere I go!

Mummy had a scare last Sunday, I got lots of Braxton Hicks, nothing painful just regular contractions so I went in to hospital to get checked out. You’re snug as a bug in a rug in there J So although I am really looking forward to meeting you, your health is number one priority. I was very pleased you stayed put!

Not long til we meet now Princess, just another few weeks and I can cuddle my special, beautiful little girl.

Mummy xxx

OVERWHELMED WITH LOVE FOR YOU…

I’m overwhelmed with love for you sweetheart. Last night I put all your clothes on hangers that I’d bought to go in our room. It actually dawned on me that my special little girl will be wearing them soon! It’s crazy! I was just totally bowled over with love for you.

I’ve always known I love you dearly, and it’s strange to imagine how anyone could love someone as much as I love you.

I guess I just want to write down exactly how much you mean to me already, and even though we haven’t met yet, as soon as I hold you for the first time, I will never let you down, I will never hurt you, I will always protect you my angel.

Sometimes, when I feel so lonely & scared, I wonder if you will one day hate me for bringing you into the world without a Daddy. I’m willing to risk that chance because you are the most important person in my life now. There is no more “just Dannii” it is ALL about you now Evie. You and I, a little team. J

I do believe that children choose their Mothers, but I just know I’d have chosen you if I could. So maybe, if it’s actually the Mothers that choose their children, I’ve made a spot on decision by having you.

You are just perfect. Each little kick, each little turn, each little prod you give to Mummy, I just know you’re perfect.

There are no words to describe the overwhelming love I have for you…