March 27 My Bday is right around the corner! Oh no! 27 this year..
Planning on a fly up to ak now. tickets are cheap... like 400 ow. beats the 700rt.
my symptoms aren't any different really. if i take whole pill of prenatal, i get nauseas, so i only take half's.
today i go for blood work. finally.
blah. vertifgo is still around.. I got some of my sex drive back. hopefully it comes back fully. arg. Can't muster up energy to work yet. feel to tired and depressed sometimes.
hrm. idk.
alis
2008-03-21 (9 weeks)
Spring has sprung. So I am becoming a bit of a psycho.. everything is bugging me, and its hard to find happiness in myself. Jon and I are fighting way to much . It is not healthy anymore. We still both love each other! which makes this all very hard. I am looking into getting help, counseling and such from a local psychotherapist. I need him to help me threw this and to be here for our child. We both need to grow up and learn to control our anger!
Well. on another note, drinking water has become essential for me. I get very dizzy now adays. I still have to find a part time job till we leave ( and i hope we are leaving) I am just kind of down today!! keep finding old love notes from Jon's ex's. It's so frustrating.
2008-03-19 (9 weeks)
week 9! Hello all. first entry. A little bit about myself. I am 26 and not married. This pregnancy is my very first ever. I was not prepared what so ever for this. Planning on a road trip back home to Alaska with Jon. We will probably set up house there till he/she is born. then who knows. Money is my biggest worry. I know im only 2 months in but I had to quit my job due to the type of exposers i was getting, chemicals and excessive heat and such. Plus my vertigo in the heat outside was not good. Working on a plan. Everything seems to stop now that I;m pregnant. Revolving around my nutrition!
