33 weeks so im 33 weeks now not much longer to go! and im starting to feel really really prego now:( my knee started hurting today for no reason and its left me with a wobble, my belly is definetly starting to weigh me down and sitting and getting up or comfortable are becoming increasingly difficult:( thank god i only have 5 days of work left! i think id stop right now if i could be i need that last full paycheck to help hold us over until my mat kicks in......its going to be kind of weird not working anymore i dont know what ill do with myself until babes gets here besides spend allot of quality time with alexis:) i imagine ill get pretty ansy though but im looking forward to itso ya other than being deathly uncomfortable and dieing for work to end not much is new and everythings good, ill try to get a new belly pic up later but right now im feeling pretty lazy and sitting infront of the comp in this tiny sauna like room its uncomfortable as hell so ...we ll see if i get around to it
2008-05-01 (32 weeks)
grrr stupid doctors so i had a checkup today and everythings good babes head is whats been jabbing my ribs and her heartbeat was 142, i ve lost a couple pounds apparently but thats ok seeing as ive actually already gained way more than im supposed to lol. so all that took about 2 minutes....well guess how long i was there for? almost an hour and a half! freak was i mad this is the third time in a row theyve done this to me! my apt was for 1140 the just let me sit there until 12 15 no explanation for anything and i was the only one there! than she finally brings me to the room and says itll just be a minute.........well its not just a freaking minute! they left me in there for another half hour! i can hear them all out there eating thier lunch and chit chatting! so im getting angryier and angrier i tell you my doc is lucky im such a nice person or i would have lost it when he finally did come in but no ill just vent about it now lol if they do that to me again though im going to say something, like hey couldnt they just let me know if things are behind? instyead of just bullshitting me saying itll just be a minute than leaving me there forever! grrrrrrr anyways over and done with now fo 2 weeks anyway.....at least everything is good with babes not that i didnt know that already with the way shes constantly beating on me to let me know shes there!:)
2008-04-29 (31 weeks)
new belly pics and pics of alexis snew walls so im just about 32 weeks prego its still flying by! guess im lucky:) i only have 10 work days left so yippee! everythings going great brooke is constantly beating me from the inside out and alexis is beating me from the outside in lol, today went by so fast! i decided to girly up alexis s room so id boughten a bunch of butterfly and bug stencils and paint and did all her walls today:) it was fun i painted the walls and she painted on paper as well as herself lol, it took 3 hours to do and it looks so good! her room is so colorful now its way better than the lame ole teddy bears i had on there before and she loves it so thats what counts the most:) i have a pic of it in the photoalbum, plus a much needed uptodate belly shot. well not much else is new just counting down the days and keeping busy update again soon:)
2008-04-26 (31 weeks)
everythings getting to me!!!!!! im feeling on the verge of either nonstop crying out completely flipping out......and i cant pinpoint whats causing it i think its just an accumilation of everything. work anal people, my new found constant uncomfortableness, alexis being hyper active all day and super mommy clingy, me and brian argueing and me feeling lonely:( i just want to ball my eyes out but it just wont come...im especially tired with work i dont think these last 11 days can go by fast enough:(, that and im so uncomfortable all the time! and anytime i look in the mirror i just want to cry because i look so fat and now my nose has been getting little red dots that look like vits:( and brooke for the love of freak would you stop kicking me in the ribs when im sat down! its so uncomfortable and annoying! i love feeling you in there but geesh give me a brake i cant always be stood up or layed down so just suck it up and let me sit without beating the poo outta me! lol but ya i feel horrible lately im touchy cranky and irratible i just wish i could take off from my body for a day and have a break...sighhhhh only 60 days to go and only 11 work days to go and i can start relaxing and stop stressing myself out....or at least i sure hope it gets better with the end of work! at least i wont have to deal with a holes anymore i can just hide at home for the rest of my pregnacy if i like ....which sounds more appealing every day!
so ya other than being deathly uncomfortable and dieing for work to end not much is new and everythings good, ill try to get a new belly pic up later but right now im feeling pretty lazy and sitting infront of the comp in this tiny sauna like room its uncomfortable as hell so ...we ll see if i get around to it