I swear I can't believe some of the things that have been happening to me! Today on the way to work, I was at a stop light and my car just died. Thank God I didn't start going and then my car died in the middle of the intersection, because I was on a very busy street. And thank God my friend Matt was with me or I probably would have freaked out (being hormonal and all)! Well AAA was very busy today so I waited over an hour for them to get there. Which of course I was late for work. I had to call the police because I was holding up traffic and I was in a dangerous spot. Well the police helped me move my car off the road until AAA got there. The one cop got into my car and steered it across the street and into a parking lot while the other cop pushed my car with his car. Me and Matt were riding in the back of the police car, which was a little weird for the both of us. Did I mention that with the wind chill it was negative something degrees out today??? Well it was! It was so cold, we waited inside a Rite Aid. And then my mom came to the rescue and we waited with her in her car until AAA got there. So now i'm just waiting to hear from my mechanic to find out when I will have my car back. I need that car, besides going to work, I have so many other things I need to do during the week. What a day!

Well off the subject... I hung out with an old friend for the first time in years yesterday. It was a little uncomfortable at times, but I thought it went well. I had another friend text her today to find out how she felt about us hanging out. This is where the hormones kick in and made things alot worse... she said that it was fine, but I seem to be hyper all the time, so she doesn't think i'm the kind of person she wants to hang out with all the time. It's not my fault im hyper! But i've always been hyper and she knows that! I guess some things have changed. But just seeing that text message made me cry. I was at work too. It just hurt because I feel that I do so much for people and try to be so nice. I don't have that many friends to begin with, but I guess there's only so much that I can do. If she's going to be ignorant about it, then I should be happy that we're not friends. But im not happy because we used to be best friends growing up. Oh well... somethings are out of my hands. I just got to accept that not everyone is going to like me, no matter what I do or how hard I try.

Ok, I think I finally got everything I need/want on my registry. I went to Babies R Us like a month ago and set it up, but since then I've been online adding things, changing things and deleting things. i'm so excited. I cant wait for my shower. I know all about it, but it's so hard for them to be surprises anymore. But that doesn't bother me. I'm sure something will happen that will surprise me, knowing my family and friends! My mom is getting me a 3 in 1 crib, but i'm not going to set it up in the room for at least a month or 2 after the baby is born. He's going to sleep in the bassinet. Since we're still in a one bedroom apartment, its going to be so crowded in our room with the crib. Getting off the subject... I can't stand these hormones!!! During my first trimester I was more irritable and mean, during my second trimester I was pretty good with the hormones, and now in my third... I cry alot. everything seems to make me cry. I swear Noel is cheating on me and is going to leave me ( maybe not, but the hormones got me thinking that way). I take everything he says so seriously. its like I expect him to be all lovey dovey with me all day, everyday. realisticly thats not possible and if I wasn't pregnant I wouldn't want him all over all the time. So it's so confusing! I can't wait until my hormones go back to normal. I bet Noel can't wait either :) I can't believe I will be 30 weeks pregnant on thursday! Thats 4 days away! 7 1/2 months! I feel like I've been pregnant forever and that i'm never going to have this baby, it's still not real to me that i'm going to have a baby. well it better hit home soon because in 2 1/2 months i'm going to be a mommy!