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i happy that your finally happy. i sat for to long and lost i should have been there but i wasnt and i reget it everytime i get on here. im not tryin to make u feel bad but now i see what i put u through and i see it hurts and im srry for all this. i should have done tis a long time ago but i was stubborn and now its kickin my ass and it sucks. im srry i put you through all tis. maybe one day we can make it right idk everything happens for a reason u know that as much as i do " if u love something set it free" " if it loves u back it will come home" idk im out Eek Yerrrllll
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| me |
yah but honestly how many times did u sit there and get m hopes up and make me think all was going to finally be right and then crush me...things are just better now and i'm sorry i really am...but maybe u should have gotten ur shit together along time ago and maybe things would have turned out diffrently..ya know..i mean i have been asking you to do something with ur life and u haven't until now...what did u want me to do...i have ever rght to be loved and cared for and well u weren't here to give me what i needed and well he is..he treats me with respect and thats something i am defenitely not used to i mean he takes me to actual resturants and not fast food places...he wants me to be happy at all times and i like it no i love it...hes really sweet and if u loved me and ur kids as much as u say u do..u would be happy for me that i'm finally happy..ya know i wasn't trying to crush u or hurt u and u know that because if anyone knows me its u...so please don't be mad u know u will always have a place in my heart but only as austin and kylees father...i'm sorry...please just let me be happy without making me feel guilty too...i'm gonna go later.
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| me |
Its fucked up because my shit got all fucked because of us but now im sittin here wit all the problems and now your ride just got a lil easier. its fuck up i want to be there and i want to see you and the kids but know your all happy and im still tring to fix everything. you started to get my hopes up over aim and then crushed the shit out of them again. WTF is this austin b day is in ten fuckin days and you go and pull this shit real fuckin good kayla thanks again im out
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| me |
sorry i needed to move on and i'm happier then i have ever been he treats me and the kids really well...i'm proud of u though...but remember i wanted u to get ur shit straight along time ago...i think you would be happier without me and the kids anyways...nothing to worry about ya know...don't worry i would never tell them anything bad about u..and theres a diffrerence i will never give up on u i just gave up on us...u can do great things i believe in u...later kayla
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| richie |
so i lost u again thats fine i finally got all my shit straight and u gave up on me. so well im goin back to school and im workin down at the boston waterfront in elizabeth. but i guess were done for good that sucks because im tring and now all i want is my family. idk damn thats sucks but have fun im out johnny j
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| kayla |
look i called u the other night to tell u i moved on with someone else..and well...i'm pretty happy...i don't think we should pretend like we're going to ever be together again...because u can't be with just me..and well i'm learning to live with it..so..i moved on and i feel like i really only loved u because u were the only one who ever wanted me and well i see now that someone else can care about me...so i would rally like it if we can just go about our lives seperately and maybe one day in the future when u and i both straighten our lives out we can try being friends but we both know thats not possible right now...look maybe i screwed up by making things sound like everything will be okay one day..but honestly i can't afford to lose everyone again because i chose u...like my family...we know we aren't ever going to work out..so i guess thats it.. good-bye
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| richie |
im waitin for u on aim
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