So i went down to work today had to do some shopping for austin and kylee anyways...but i had to sign papers that i'm going to be coming back to work...which i am...i go back april 20th which seems so close...kinda enjoying being home with austin and kylee...ya know..and when i go back i pretty much have a better title...i'll be css customer service specialist...sounds fun huh well its a pretty easy job...plus i'll be making more money and i'm guarenteed 8 hour shifts...but the thing is i'll be taking my friends spot because hes leaving....hes been going to school for law enforcment and he got a job as a police officer and won't be there when i return to work...so that kinda sucks...my parents kinda like that hes going to be a cop they think he likes me and that i should date him but i just want to stay friends with him...got my mind on someone else..well another thing with me returning to work is either my little sister will have to watch my  kids or i  have to put them in daycare...which i really don't want to do but my sister is graduating this year and she is freaking out about her senior project and going to school...next year...shes wants to be a writer and shes really good so it wouldn't be fair if i make her watch 2 kids under the age of 2...that aren't even hers...and let her worry about school too...so don't know what i'm doing yet...

Well like i said i did some shopping for austin and kylee today...had to get kylee some more clothes and had to get easter baskets...i cheated though i bought the already made easter baskets...so austins got this huge car in his i think he'll like it...seems like its to early to be easter already lent went so fast and today went pretty fast too it was good friday so my family didn't eat anything from midnight to midnight my ex used to complain about that...he doesn't go by that stuff ...i was able to get him to go to church a couple times before when we went to Florida and stayed with my grandparents...he liked it..we had fun it was just nice sitting there holding his hand...thumb wrestling...there was even a time right before church we got into an arguement and he said he wasn't going but my grandma talked him into going and the moment we sat down he looked at me and we just smiled at each other like the fight never even happened ...this was the guy i was supposed to marry ..hell i even had a shirt that said "marry rich" and that was his name...it was cute how i came to buy that shirt..lol..the way we had our wedding planned was great it was gonna be on Pine island...right on the docks...it would have been great...but it didn't happen but one great thing came out of the trip to Florida.....thats where our daughter was concieved....and our son had his first birthday...well thats it for the trip down memory lane...not gonna make anything better...or bring him back...later