Last night, the baby kept moving and moving. Finally I told Shon to come lay with me and he felt her kick.  I so glad that he can finally feel some of the movements.  I asked him if he knew his daughter's name and he said "yes".  I was like what is it?  Then he said "Morgan".  I so glad that we reached the agreement.  Although he says I'm bossy.  Okay, maybe just a little bit.  Aaliyah and Darius are looking forward to seeing their sister.  Darius wanted to know if the crib can go in his room.  Then Aaliyah wanted to know if it would be her job to change diapers since the baby is a girl too.  I was reluctant to have another child but now I see how excited my family has become.  I just wish she was here already.  Shon told me that he's never been this happy in all his life.  God has truly blessed us.  We were about to run out and get married this week but we decided to wait to the baby comes so we can really focus on each other.  He still moves slow on certain things but he's changing.  Well, that was my 22 wk update.

I finally made it to the mid-point.  I am so happy.  I sat up most of the night last night feeling you play around in there.  I actually raised my night gown and watched my belly move when you kicked.  Looks like you will be a night owl.  Don't worry, I'm still looking forward to seeing your pretty little face.  Your father is gone to work.  He'll be home Oct 11 or 12.  Too bad he is going to miss seeing you on the ultrasound.  We've made up since the last time he was home.  I just had to let him know how I felt about him being gone so much.  I hope you're like me when it comes down to letting others know how you feel.  Always remember, it's not what you say but the way you say it.  I'm looking forward to this weekend.  Your sister, Aaliyah (8 ys old) and I are in Aisha's wedding.  Man did I spend some money on that.  Yesterday, we went to the mall and bought jewerly and it totaled 70 bucks.  Hot dog!! I am also having my 10 year reunion.  Just think when I went back to school my 12th grade year, I was pregnant with Darius (10 yrs old) and now, I'm going back pregnant with you.  Needless to say, I'm still looking forward to seeing everyone. By the way, I can finally call you by your name, MORGAN ELISSE WILLIAMS.  I think it is so pretty and no matter who doesn't like it, I'm sticking to it.  Love you, Mommy

Well, everything was going okay.  So I thought.  My boyfriend was gone for three weeks working and will only be home for 6 days then he has to leave out for 2 more weeks.  That's the time frame that I'm working with.  So here's my delimma.  He wanted to go out Saturday night.  I said it was okay.  He came in at 6 in the morning.  Then on Monday night he wanted to go to his friend's b-day party.  I okayed that too. Especially since his childhood friend had just arrived from Japan and I knew he wanted to hang out.  He came in at 2, which was okay.  Well, today (Wednesday) he is leaving for 2 more weeks.  And what did he do last night.  He hung out until 2 in the morning.  I was up and so upset.  He left at 7 pm and didn't come home until 2 am.  At about 10:30, I couldn't sleep so I walked down the street to a local bar and had a wine cooler.  (WOW).  I came home about 12:00 and went to bed in my daughter's room.  Then he came in wanting me to come to bed and was about to wake the kids so I had to get up and go to the master bedroom. By now, I'm crying and very irritated and upset. You would think that this is the last night together that he would want to spend it with me.  Well, not at all.  I'm still upset.  Well, here's the bad part.  I was up from 2 till 6 am.  My nose was bleeding for about 30 mins and it wouldn't stop but I wouldn't let him touch me.  I love him so very much, but I feel like I'm helpless because my close family doesn't live in Houston and now I'm feeling homesick. 

Please respond, I need to know others' point of view..If I'm wrong. tell me.  Well, I did have a doctor's appt yesterday and the baby girl is doing quite well.  In two weeks I gained 3 more pounds.  I'm trying to slow down but my metobalism is out of control.  Any suggestions.  Maybe that's why I can't keep my man at home.