It has been a while since I last came here. Over the past few months nothing has really changed, Still we are trying to concieve with no luck. I know the answer...LOSE WEIGHT... but i have no motivation to do so...its my own fault. No one to blame, I sit there and toss up why on earth am I like this...well the simple answer is i am so god dam lazy and I need to get out there and start getting fit. I bought a treadmill, got two dogs that need to be walked...well one at the moment cause My dog Lucy is going to give birth to her first little any time now.

I know I need to get my priorities straight. And now there is do bloody excuse. time to shake my tail feather and shed the kilos. Dr says 5 - 6 kilos can mean the whole world. I am talking clomid every bloody month, so I am now turning a new leaf...I keep spendning 29.45 a month on clomid and it aint working...time to kick but and make it happen!

Today, being the 31st day of may 2006 my sister in-law deliever her set of twins at 2.20am this morning by C-sections. She had a healthy baby girl name "Ella Louise" and a champion baby boy named "Luke" they are the most precious little babies. My sister in law is looking marvellous, to me she is one of the strogest people I know....

YaY

so time has gone on and still nothing we decided against the foster things at this stage!

I had AF visit my for 19days.... got a little worried.... going to see a doctor soon to find out the prob!

other than that nothing has changed! I am finally back on line~~YaY

After much time and thought we have decided to proceed with applications to become foster parents.