PregnancyBlog: One more thing...

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2008-01-10 (7 weeks)

One more thing...
I wonder if I am the only one that hates taking these pre natal vitamins...I mean they are horse pills and taste nasty going down. I think that because I hate taking them, every time I go to take them my throat clamps closed so it is more difficult. I had to start taking them at night because of the nausea...but now that it is gone I guess I have to keep at it.

I am kind of freaked out about the nausea being gone. I mean I feel so much better and I can finally eat a meal but feeling sick let me know that I am preggers. Now that I am not sick anymore I find myself wanting another symptom to come on so it validates my pregnancy. I mean my stomach is poking out a little and I don't think that it is suppose to be this early (hopefully I am not going too have twins...cringe at the thought) but it also may be because I am always constipated and I am probably bloated. I will just be happy when the darn doctors appt. gets here next Wednesday. And they BETTER do an ultrasound!!!!

Nighty night....

2008-01-10 (7 weeks)

SOOOOO Irritated...whats new...lol
    So I had an okay day. I could NOT pull myself out of bed this morning so I didn't get to the office until like 1pm...I know...horrible. But I got a lot done. I came home and cooked dinner...lasagna...and it was good.

    BUT, yesterday I said in one of my entries that I was having a shitty day. One guess as to whom was making the day oh so memorable. Yes...the boyfriend whose behavior and attitude I seem to always justify to make him seem like the greatest guy. Well the argument du jour was about the baby name...AGAIN. Now up until yesterday Aiden Joseph was the boys name with no disagreements. This is the name that he has known that I wanted for a boy since we began dating...and he had not objected to it until...YESTERDAY. Let me preface this by saying that Paul is WAY too analytical...and thinks that everything you need to know you can learn in a book. When I am the complete opposite.

    So he sends me an IM while at work saying that he was looking at the orgin of the name Aiden...and that it was celtic and normally spelled Aidan. So now he does not like the name because of the origin. And that Aiden will be spelled wrong all the time...and that Aiden was too white sounding. This coming from a man named PAUL...lol. But he like Ethan...because it has color to it...oh and because he likes the origin of it. I mean really!!!!! SO THE HELL WHAT about the origin...I am named after a damn record made in the late 70's and my name is spelled wrong every damn day...it happens. Only when your name is Paul will it be spelled correctly.

    I was so through with dealing with him yesterday...I don't know why I am talking to him today, but I will be sure to change that. Now he is all like I don't know how to compromise...he has to be joking. He only says this when he is not getting his way. He is like a big child. It is SOOOOOO irritating.

    Has he not read that stress during the pregnancy can cause all kinds of complications...he must have skipped over that. Of course he would...because that would require HIM to change and not me. I am the one that ALWAYS has to adjust. I am going to bed so I can calm the heck down...

2008-01-08 (7 weeks)

I am HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!

I have had a pretty shitty day. But I am not going to go into that because I have things to be excited about.

I have wanted to deliver this baby at 1 of 2 specific hospitals. But because of the insurance I have I was limited to certain hospitals because I could not find an affiliate OB/GYN. Well after the appointment dibocle this morning I went on a hunt. Well I sucessfully got an appointment for next wednesday at an affiliate OB that delivers at one of the two hospitals that I wanted to deliver at!!!!!! I am so damn excited about it I want to do a happy dance...lol.

The seocnd thing that I am excited about is the fact that I am STILL NOT NAUSEATED!!!! I have sucessfully eaten lunch and still no nausea!!! How great is that. All of you mommies to be that have been feeling what I have been feeling know how exciting it is to not feel it anymore. You other mommies to be that were lucky enough to not have nausea ALL The time...I hate you!!!! LOL...just kidding.

Okay...so back to work again...just thought I would share my good news!!!!

2008-01-08 (7 weeks)

Pissed off...but feeling better....

So my first prenatal appt was suppose to be on Thursday and I was really anxious about it...in a good way. Well I got a call yesterday from my doctors office telling me that my CNM was sick and would be out all week...the next availible appt is 2 weeks from TODAY!!!! I will be like 11 weeks preggers by then. Isnt that a little late for my FIRST visit!!! I mean I am already freaking out hoping that I am doing everything right and that I have gained enough weight and now I have to wait 2 more weeks!!!! I am beyond irritated about it. I mean you would lthink that they would be more accomodating since THEY had to cancel my appt.

AND we were going to tell Pauls family this week after the appt...now he wants to wait another 2 WEEKS!!!! I am NOT happy about that. I mean I am the one that is going to be getting all the weird looks and questions this weekend at his fathers dinner when I once again am not drinking. It is very irritating. I wish he would just tell them already, but if someone flat out asks me I am NOT going to lie. I just wont do it.

On a lighter note...I woke up this morning with no nausea!!!!!!! YAY....and I have not felt it yet today. Does this mean that I am finally out of HELL????!!! And I can eat without fear again???!!!!! We will see...I dont want to get too excited about it and then it come back. That would suck...

Well I need to get back to work...I had to get that frustration off my chest though. Have a great day!!!!!!

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