PregnancyBlog: My Birthday is coming!!!!!!

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2008-02-18 (13 weeks)

My Birthday is coming!!!!!!

So my birthday is in less than a month...and to me it is the best holiday of the year. Yes I said holiday. It SHOULD be a national holiday...lol. But I dont know what I am more excited about this year...my birthday or the fact that we will be finding out the sex of our little one on my birthday (what a great present). We are going to do the whole 3D ultrasound thing for this momentous occasion. And I cant wait!!!!! I really would like to have a boy first but I am not getting any boy vibes from this baby...all girl vibes...which is fine because she is going to be the cutest little thing!!!!!

I have been feeling okay lately. But my back has still been hurting like hell so I went to visit Paul's Aunt who is a chiropractor...and lord did that make me feel better. But only 3 days later I think I threw my back out AGAIN!!!! UGH....if it is this bad in month 4 I cant imagine what it is going to be like in months 6-9. Paul called a truce...dont really know what that means but from what I am understanding from how it happened he wants to act like nothing is wrong until the next time he talks crazy to me. Not really a good idea not to deal with issues...but if he feels that is best...we will just see. So the weekend was really nice and relaxing. I mean we didnt leave the house ALL weekend. How fabulous is that!!!!! And I slept damn near all day on Saturday...guess I was tired.

Well, I am at work and I dont think that I am suppose to be. It is very quiet. I guess I forgot that it was Presidents Day when I got up this morning...lol...guess I will be going home early!!!!

2008-02-14 (12 weeks)

Back Pain Anyone....
Okay...I know that I am barely 13 weeks but my back is hurting like hell at night. Which I hope is not a mild preview of things to come later down the line. I mean I swear I have not gotten a full 6 hours of sleep all week. It hurts like HELL!!!!! I called Paul's aunt who is a chiropractor and told her I need to see her ASAP....she has not called me back...lol. So I am going to have to tough it out until she does.

Today s Valentine's day...Happy Valentine's to me....since I feel like I dont have a valentine I am going to take myself to the movies...a ritual that I use to have that I miss very much. I stopped doing it because someone would get mad because they wanted to see the movie as well...the funny thing is that we RARELY go to the movies so I miss out. I could not tell you the last movie I went to and I LOVE going to the movies!!! So I am going to see Jumpers today...And I cant wait....

Speaking of someone I have been feeling very lonely for the past few weeks...probably longer than that...and when I stated that I was lonely it fell on deaf ears. So I have concluded that I am in this alone. That way I wont depend on the support of people that I should get it from without having to ask. And I mean positive support...tenderness, love, affection. Not verbal assults on what THEY feel i am doing wrong during this pregnancy...which is every damn thing. I am just really tired of it. So I am living in MY house with someone that I does not even talk to me...that is not going to last much longer...I refuse to feel uncomfortable under my own roof. And if he thinks this crap is normal then he has a very skewed version of a happy relationship. I wont bring this baby into a tense and unhappy situation...i would rather be single and surround myself with people that love me and this child.

Whew....I feel much better after getting all that out. But I am sick and tired....of being sick and tired....lol...On a brighter note...less than 1 month away from the best day of the year...MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

2008-02-12 (12 weeks)

12 weeks and counting...
Well, I was in Memphis this past weekend for my "Team Tonya" weekend. I had a blast!!!! But it wore me the heck out. By Sunday I was so pooped that I stayed in TN until Monday morning so I could get some rest. And to make it worse...I go this headache on Saturday that lasted until this morning. I mean is that crap normal? It was dibilitatiing. I could feel it throbbing in my darn sleep. The doctor said that I could take tylenol and I did but it didn't help. They also said that I should get rest and hydrate...so I played hookie from work today to rest and I feel much better.
This past Saturday was my 12 week mark...and I am so excited...only one week away from the end of my first trimester!!!!! Yay!!!! We plan to find out the sex of the baby ASAP...so I am going to make sure we get an ultrasound on my birthday March 13th...I will be almost 17 weeks by then. Paul wants to do that ultrasound in 3D but after a lot of thought I dont think it would make a lot of sense. The baby is not going to really have any fat deposits so he/she will be really skinny. So maybe we will do the first 3D ultrasound at like 20 weeks. That way we will get a full body picture and the baby will look a little thicker. It is not all that expensive to get done...I don't know why I thought it was going to be so expensive. I cant wait to have that done. Anyway...I am going to get some more rest...I have attached a picture from this ast weekend...I have a little baby bump...lol

2008-02-04 (11 weeks)

Indigestion anyone....
So I can FINALLY eat normally...or kinda normally. The smell of food does not make me sick anymore and I have eaten chicken for the first time since I can remember. The only downside is that half of this crap now gives me indigestion. And is there anything that I can take for it...based on what I can find...NO!!!! So I feel bloated and I am burping up some of the nastiest things ever. So I guess I trade one bad thing for another. And from what I hear heartburn is not to far in my future.

I am trying my best to enjoy being pregnant but cant really do that successfully when food has these horrible effects on me. It is so frustrating. Especially for someone like me that LOVES food.

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