Oh bother I should be in bed by now, seeing that I have school in the early morning but oh well. I've been meaning to start a journal for a while now, I figured why not now. I'm coming up on my 18th week now and I can't beleive it. I've been keeping so busy and the time has just been flying by. Only a few more weeks and the hubby will be home and we will have our ultrasound. I can't wait to find out if this bun in the oven is a girl or boy!!! It's killing me! lol I just wan't to be able to pick out a name and know if I should start buying more pink or more blue. Either way I am soooooo excited, I just want him/her to be here now...it's all I can think about. I really hate being in school right now, it's stressful this week. I've been so focused on getting straight A's but the stress is unbearable...Ive decided its not worth stressing so much over. I'm gonna do the best I can and that's that. I'll have a job no matter what once this is all over. It really wouldnt be that bad if I didnt have to work too I hate work...even if it is only 3 days a week. I just pray I'll be able to save enough money before the baby comes that I can take off more than a month. And I hope Miah is able to make it home for the birth, I really dont want him to miss the birth of our first baby. I don't want to get my hopes up that he will be able to come home (i hate the military), but at the same time it's hard not to. Well this has been random, I hope nobody was looking for anything entertaining lol. nite nite
I hate work...even if it is only 3 days a week. I just pray I'll be able to save enough money before the baby comes that I can take off more than a month. And I hope Miah is able to make it home for the birth, I really dont want him to miss the birth of our first baby. I don't want to get my hopes up that he will be able to come home (i hate the military), but at the same time it's hard not to. Well this has been random, I hope nobody was looking for anything entertaining lol. nite nite 