with all the hoopla i forgot to mention....i was 100% thinned and about a fingertip dialated...whatever that means...i just know its getting close to time!!!!!! WOOHOOO

Okay i was soooo liking this woman, but she just pissed me off to the utmost degree now!!!  SHE HAD ME IN THE HOSPITAL ALL FREAKING DAY UNNECESSARILY ON MY FREAKING OFF DAY!!!!!!!!!...okay so me and hubby went to the doctor's office like usual for our check up this week....sooo my plan was to get in and out and then go out to eat....i was just planning on getting my Group B Strep results and find out if i was dialated... WELL joke was on me...my pressure was up 150/90 or something like that...and she came in freaking out like i needed to go to the hospital and we needed to induce KEANA...What in the world...first off...yes i would have looooved to meet my baby today BUT not under those circumstances...especially when she was trying to say oooh you may have preclampsia..well i thought that was what that 24hour urine testing was for LAST WEEK!!!!..anyhoo, by committing that ole fear moggering she coaxed us into going to the hospital WITH NO FOOD getting hooked up to a monitor to do a stress test on Keana and to check my pressure...PLUS i had to do another urine test and blood test.. and guess what ALL THE TESTS CAME BACK NORMAL...my blood pressure was like 115/62 for like 3 or 4 hours STRAIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

It was a waste of time..BUT hey to make sure my baby was okay, it was worth it right? well come to find out WRONG....one of the nurses came in and looked at my pressure and smirked saying she had another one of my docs patients in there who she said HAD preclampsia and her pressure was low like mine...BUT they were about to perform a CSECTION on her!!!!! WTH...anyhoo we knew then there was a conspiracy going on...cant prove it of course, but it sure does feel like she is trying to pad her billing and scaring us to have our babies before its time.... just last week they said, i needed to chill and it wasnt time for her to come NOW they are all like oh its okay she can come you are term...WTH!!!...anyhoo the doc came in later to see about me AND I WAS NOT HAPPY and told her about it...well she became pissed off...my hubby quickly got on to her and told her how he felt too....then we thought we began to make amends...basically she was pissed that we didnt trust her judgement..but get this...SHE THEN said that she has bent over backwards for us and that  i TAKE TOO LONG in my appts and basically i should be gracious for it...WTH...first off i didnt even know THAT i was taking TOO LONG..supposedly she always said it was great i had questions and HOW is it possible that she is bending over backwards for me WHEN all she has done was inconvienence me I HAVE NO IDEA.....man was i HEATED when she said that...i couldnt even say anymore...i just needed her to leave, because at that point i didnt want her to even touch my baby or me for that matter EVER AGAIN..how dare she...i know she was being precautious but i also know my own body and so does my hubby and we tried to tell them i was fine...i was just excited when i got there so that is why it was elevated...but did she listen NOOOOO  and then she went on and on about malpractice this and that...so that was what it was really about making sure she covers HERSELF...ugggghhhh...anyhoo i am just ready for keana to come now...before long they will start making up stuff...i have had a perfect pregnancy...no issues ALL negative results..even the Group B Strep was negative (YAY) BUT its like she wants to put this preclampsia crap on me...i am 37 weeks now...i am tooo close for comfort and way too close for them to put something like that on me to scare me into induction....i just want my "ideal" birth... i understand things might change when it is "time", but i want her to come when she is ready, not when the doc is!!!!!!  UGGGGHHHHH  anyhoo, i am fine and so is Keana and i just hope and pray we stay that way...  Keana loves you sweetie,but you might have to put a move on it before folks start to polk and prod in there to get you out!  :)