What happened to my great plans to organize my house and go shopping? I am just soooo tired...LOL I have been just laying around all morning...well now afternoon since its like 1pm now LOL...and why is my hubby plucking my nerves (hahaha--he will say its the other way around!) about eating something...he said the granola, almond, dried fruit trail mix I ate isnt enough for the baby...heck keana seemed to like it...LOL but he is right....i really wanted to cook us breakfast but now its time to make real food..LOL...okay so i really want to put on some greens, dressing, mac & cheese and get some slices of ham from honeybaked ham LOL..he hates chicken so i have to improvise....I know a black man who doesnt like chicken, how crazy is that!!!....anyhoo i wish i could just snap my fingers and it be done already....oh well...i guess tomorrow is  new day...i already have a feeling i will be slacking off all day!...but our day got off to a good start this morning  so what ever, i am just going to concentrate on chilling out, relaxing, catching up on sleep, and doing whatever i feel like doing.... Tomorrow is a new day...While he is off golfing, I will make myself get up and shop...heck i need to go to walk the 5 miles around the mountain tomorrow too...Maybe he and i can go walking later on today though... I will really need all the help I can get in that delivery room...and excercise is really suppose to help.

A friend told me yesterday that she is still having back problems from the epidural she got 3 years ago when she was in labor WTH???? no way, thats another reason why I am going all natural!!!! So I will be enrolling in yoga in the next few weeks at this spot in Virginia Highlands (another referral from Aja!! LOL) to help with my body and breathing and I have already started looking into our prenatal labor classes.....but seriously that doula idea i had is seeming like the way to go everyday...at least she will be there to be my personal coach and masseuse...but i will at least try it out this way first!....   

Okay, so i better get some food in our bellies soon before i get the worse wife and expecting mother award for starving us all....i did mention my husband doesnt cook right? so dont even ask why he isnt making anything...we are better off starving LMAO just kidding...he does make some slamming pancakes....and boy he can really make a mean glass of ice water! hahahahaha Since he hasnt started reading the blog i think i can get away with that lil joke ssssssshhhhhhh.....

I am beginning to make this a two-a-day habit..... Hey what can I say its fun, and a stress reliever..and I can get out my thoughts!...Okay so its the weekend...and I really need to get the house organized and cleaned out...There is just so much I want to buy...But before I do I need to get rid of the clutter...I know my hubby will be sooo happy when I do so...I don't know how he has put up with my mess, clutter and disorganization for this long....MAN...we don't even get dressed out of the closet anymore...Enough said with that uhh? LOL...anyhoo I really really really want to start decorating her room but I guess first things first....Anyhoo, I am really amped about visiting this New Baby Products store here...They have one on Cheshire Bridge and in Snellville so I might just sneak over therre this weekend...Especially since I just found out Snellville has a Carter's Store!!! YIPEE

I know I really don't need to buy her anything else but I WANNA..She needs some socks and winter stuff...I bought plenty of cute summer clothes (i really need to take some pics and post LOL) and onsies in Destin but she needs some stuff she really can wear when she comes out....I just don't know how big she will be...umm...Keane was 8 lbs 11oz 21 inches...I was about 6lbs born 1 month early...I am hoping and guessing she will be around 7ish pounds...perhaps even about 20 inches or so... I am trying not to buy to many newborn things....It will be my luck that she will actually be too big to fit it in the first place! LOL....

Umm I wonder what are really going to be the necessity items for us for those first months....  I know SLEEP..you know I have already begun to wonder what the heck will we be eating during this time.... I know crazy thought but seriously, Keane doesnt cook and we can't possible eat out every single meal AND who wants to drive around in the cold anyway...Since I do all the grocery shopping, man I am really going to have to plan this thing out......Or else Keane will be getting aclamated to grocery shopping real soon...Heck who is going to clean my house? Shoot I need a chef and a maid now...LOL I wonder if new moms really do it all when the baby comes out or if their helpers actually HELP....My mom already said that she wasnt that type of mom LOL ...PULEASE when she was here she was cleaning up all around my house LOL... but cooking isnt her fortay either...She can (its delicious) but she doesnt care for it...Well Keana, we better start freezing some meals (nahhh i hate leftovers) or better start entertaining part-time cooks!!! ...Maybe I will want to do it anyway...

I don't know I guess I just have this vision of mein pjs for 6 weeks with my boob out feeding my baby all day long, changing poopy diapers and catching some ZZZs when ever I can LOL...Perhaps that isnt realistic..maybe I will be up and about doing "stuff"...don't know what kinda stuff, but just stuff....I guess I never really asked anyone, "whats your full schedule daily after the baby?"...i suppose I could..or better yet JUST DO ME!!! Whatever I feel like--DO IT, whatever I dont feel like--DONT! 

UMMMMMMMM sometimes you just have to give into your cravings...i have been tasting pepperoni--cooked well done--since last night LOL...but i made steak and shrimp, never the less, I HAD TO HAVE PIZZA TODAY...i have been so scared to eat pizza since from the beginning tomato sauce made me gag and throw up...(the first time I called on "earl" was smelling some ravioli LMAO)....okay so i went with a light sauce well done pepperoni pizza...OMG IT WAS SOOOOOOOOO GOOD...i just had to share that...i mean my tummy and hopefully Keana is very pleased! LMAO...but this benedryl i took for this rash all over my body---oh yea it is all over my legs and stuff--- has got me real sleepy...as I type I think I might fall asleep..LMAO...okay so that is it..

Oh yea, Keana moved sooooooooooooooooooooooo much today...that woman is active...goodness! i think I even felt her stretch out LMAO she hit me at the top and bottom at the same time...i dont know it just felt like a stretch....who knows...anyhoo i am stoked...my lil bun is growing and moving and sounding good...I cant wait for the ultrasound TUESDAY WOOOHOOO...

Oh wait...one more thing today.....there are two things I really appreciate during this pregnancy...My crocs and my  body pillow (of course this is besides my darling husband LMAO)... This useful info was passed along to me from my preg line sis and so i pass this along to any preggo women reading this OR anyone that just enjoys comfort...OMG i couldnt live without them...I wear my crocs with my work clothes LOL...i dont care what I have on they go on my feet...what am i going to do when its too cold for open toe UGGGHHHH...and my pillow ooooh what a good nights rest!...a must...my foot stool at work is cool too but the crocs and pillow help me make it from beginning to end!....okay very sleepy now...falling asleep as a type ..................fksfs[;kh;k;gskg........................