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2008-08-21  (25 weeks)
so not fair
man i sooo want to purchas some new stuff for the house right? BUT i know baby comes first and i need to get her stuff out the way...BUT I AM SOOOO ready to do it now...i have been meaning to get some things but i kept putting it off...NOW we have a baby on the way and priorites are suppose to be shifted to her instead....Can't I just have both? LOL I must see how I can work this out....OR i will be forced to wait after she is here to get the house "together" and I hear that is such bad timing to do so....Plus I want to do it now...It will make me more productive when i get home, instead of eating and laying in bed watching the freaking olympics...okay so nothing personal but i am soooooooo ready for it to be over now....I mean i cant go to sleep until after 1am because i am trying to catch it ALL....I act like I have never seen sports on tv before...but its just something about the olympics that makes me really want stay tuned in!.... anyhoo I gotta go to the drawing board to see how I can work in a little of this and a little of that....this being Keana's stuff and that being the house stuff LMAO!  UGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH We have now been in our "new" house for 2 years LOL...its not so new now...its lived in and its time i decorated!.....Seriously, next time around when we build I WILL do those things i said i can do later THEN...like hubby said...oh we dont have to get them to do the painting of your choice now...wait...and do it later I SOOOO should have let them do it BECAUSE i am tired of looking at my egg shell walls or what ever color it is two years later (oh if you havent guessed i am such the procrastinator!!!!)....I told myself oh we dont need the air filteration system built in...we will just get some machines and put them in the house later...NOW we gotta go get them because here comes baby....i hate being put on the spot to do stuff NOW.... speaking of which i need to go have the carpet cleaned too....UGGGHHHH more money that could go towards my decor...LMAO....what to do what to do....to be continued...  
2008-08-19  (24 weeks)
Its official...its over...

Well this morning I was informed by hubby that there will be no more tennis playing for the remainder of the pregnancy....NOT EVEN TO JUST PRACTICE MY STROKE UGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH My tennis era is over..for now...I knew this day was coming eventually but I never thought I would feel so crappy about it..I think I have been bummed all day...LOL...I was already sad because he and the midwife said no more club level league play.AND I GAVE that up after the spring season ended in May......but NOW no practice....all i can do is watch and anxiously wait for the spring season (i doubt i will want to play tennis in the winter...BUT i just might need my fix sooner...)

okay so yes, you may call me a junkie...yes I am, i will admit it...I LOOOOVE tennis...its my favorite, hobby, pass time, sport, what ever you want to call it...i have gone ALL day and not eaten anything to be on the courts for 6 hours...LMAO...I playedd 6 to 7 days a week...which took up 3 to 4 hours a day...on AVERAGE...yes its amazing we had time to even make Keana...LMAO...I LOVE THE SPORT what can I say...I think I see how bad my obsession really is, when I sit and listen to my hubby discuss GOLF all day and every day...I love that he is passionate about his sport and all...but it just makes me realize how I was pre baby....LMAO...But he said it, once I like something I become obsessed with doing it all day everyday....Like when I did that bootcamp...I spent my waking hours working out, talking to the bootcampers, or obsessing over my food log...OR when i really took to running (which I previously HATED) ...i became so obsessed with running almost everyday....3 miles 5 days a week and 5 miles one day...so i was running at least everyday 20 miles a week....PLUS hitting the gym or something else...BUT TENNIS...now that is my true love....it incorporates all the things I love to do...run, sweat, work hard, utilize upper body strength...utilize speed, and WINNING...because you know thats what i do!!! got the bag tags to prove it (thats what you win).. I have issues...i know...but what can i say its a passion....if i could actually go pro doing it I SOOO WOULD...but its too late for me..but if I would have really took it seriously in my youth who knows...every coach i ever had said i had the potential...but only NOW did I really grow fond of it...go figure...

Well Keana, maybe between, golf, tennis, basketball, track, volleyball, etc you will find a sport you truly love early on that we can develop you in... mommy ran track, played volleyball AND played some tennis in high school and tennis...NOW DADDY he was just an All American, baseball, football, basketball etc...he was and still is (even with a fused hip) good at everything...Its amazing to watch him hoop on those guys in the gym with no rotation and only 30% flex in his left hip!!! He is amazing...not just because he is your daddy and my hubby...but everyone says so...they get really upset when they find out about that injury too because after all those games, they start to notice his limp and ask...HAHAHA...(it only becomes aparent when his butt gets tired...he like your mommy dosent know when to say when and QUIT...we burn ourselves out...hopefully you will learn more self control on the court..) but seriously hun athletisim is in your blood....you have athletic blood running through your veins...from your mommy, daddy, and grandmothers...funny i dont think your granddaddies were all that "athletic" like that....BUT i do know you will be goofy and silly because mommy, daddy, and your granddady was extra silly...he was the life of every event SOOO you will have a great sense of humor...but anyhoo LOL I do know your mommy and daddy got their athletic spirit from their mommies...both introduced us to tennis at a young age...and other physical activities....Daddy played golf with Uncle Billie on post when he was young....Mommy even had her stint with golf in high school...didnt like it at first because you didnt sweat enough....it wasnt active enough for her LOL...but your Umi...man she is soooo extra hot right now...you will see.. she is 50 and looks 30! with a body of a 20 year old...i am amazed I came out of there...you couldnt tell LOL...she hits the gym almost everyday...she walks at least 5 miles a day....I mean she is sooooo serious about her physique....

hopefully mommy will get back on track after you enter into the world...because right now she is a big ole pig...LOL...well mommy is always a big ole pig size 8 or below...she HAS always loved to eat...ummm maybe you will get daddy's bird like appetite...because mommy definitely has a greedy ONE!....I guess thats why I have to stay sooo extra active....I LIVE TO EAT daddy eats to live....As a matter of fact...during my breastfeeding months with you, I dont mind if you have daddy's appetite AT ALL LMAO!!!!!  If you have mommy's, well I might as well strap you on me all day everyday because thats how much you will be eating...LOL...speaking of eating...i better go finish dinner while daddy's taking his "evening" nap...a long day of golf he had....LOL....thats okay...by your high school years mark my words...daddy WILL be in the Senior PGA...i think 50 is when you can enter...so be prepared!...

 
2008-08-16  (24 weeks)
LMAO
okay i just happen to check out my guestbook again...and I had another entry..LOL  okay so I dont know why i would think the only people reading this would be people i sent the link too..LMAO...but anyhoo this is too fun...i suppose strangers are reluctant to sign a guestbook since they dont know you but you know what....my freaking friends and family havent bothered either so who cares!  LOL...i get a kick out of see what people have to say anyway.... Plus these are my preggo memories...that I hope I will not have to get to graphic on so I can actually share with Keana later in life...heck she might have to wait until she graduates hs....mommy would love to talk about some "other" stuff, but NOW that i know other folks read this I definitely might need to just save it for "girlfriend talk" LMAO....Okay so one lady said she is caring her boy in her butt and hips and stuff...thats funny because that is why I originally thought i was having a boy, because folks said you carry that way...but then folks said now boys are carried high...WELL i know for sure people are just wrong...i think everyone's diff...BUT what I would like to know is, if my stomach will EVER poke out enough for people to believe that I am pregnant...I mean strangers....seriously...I just thought about the fact that the freaking sales clerk at Carters had to ask WHERE IS THE BABY...and that she couldnt just TELL she was in my belly...WTH...I am going into being 7 months pregnant...well according to this pregnancy update email...which i think is wrong since I thought I just entered into 6 months BUT REGARDLESS I am 6 + months and folks do not know I am preg....What do they just think I am fat/thick? LMAO... There is definitely a belly there when i am naked...maybe since I am so tall it just blends in with my hips and thighs when i stand up LMAO.....its not fair I am tired of folks not realizing I am a preggo mommy...LOL  Oh well...Keana I KNOW you are in there because you are ALWAYS kicking me BUT i just want to see that you are in there....I am going to go take some pics and put them on here....The scale surely has grown, but tummy wise, it sure isnt there...I must have gigantic thighs and hips now...i am scared to measure them LMAO..i think i will just relax until after she comes though......LOL maybe this means my tummy will go back flat in no time and i can get my 6 pack again.okay well actually it was more like a four or a two pack..LMAO..i should put my pics on here too....i am soooo much bigger than what i was before i did that bootcamp 2 years ago..good grief...anyhoo...i need to go be productive now...  
2008-08-16  (24 weeks)
Woohoo!

My baby has her furniture....well at least her crib, and changer dressor combo!...AND the best part is we saved sooo much on it...its a brand new line BUT we had 20% off coupons AND I used my $100 BRU gift card I won the other week (you know i couldnt wait to use that!)...Man what about we saved basically 50% off of everything....its was great...now I don't feel so bad that the crib doesnt change into a "big girl" bed....I won't feel bad when i just have to buy her a new one when she gets older! WOOOHOOO  Also I capitolized on the situation and hubby and I went through the whole store so I could show him what I picked out for our registry...and he liked most of the things...but he actually like another bassinet better...its kinda boyish to me...but he thinks the light blue is girlie LOL...My line sister and i actually just saw that one the other day...i think its new...anyhoo I am not sure if I am going to change...but i will do some research to see which is better....  Okay so our only disagreance was on the high chair..HE HATES the color..LOL  I LOVE IT...loved it when i first saw it and still DO...so I told him he would just have to chill on that pick, because Miss Keana was getting it...LOL

We set a worlds record for hubby today...we went to like 4 stores in one day!!!..LOL...We went to Carters so i can take back my $50 worth of socks I bought for Keana...BUT what about the sales clerk told me that there were socks on sale for $1.99 and they were the ones I bought...so I turned around and bought 5 pair for $10!!!!! okay...but i only returned like 4!!!!!!!!!! so do you realize HOW MUCH I REALLY SAVED!!!!! good grief...I think I will never pay full price for baby stuff again! LOL...I am about to go in her closet now to see what needs to go back, since there are sales EVERY FREAKING DAY....i spent waaaayyy too much on stuff anyway...I didnt feel too hot about my last clothes shopping spree anyway...the first one was cool because i felt like i got really great bargains...the last one I just went so i could use my $10 coupons and my 20% off coupons...but really i still paid more than i should have on that stuff....SHE DOESNT NEED IT...okay maybe she does....because she just kicked the mess out of me when I typed that...Maybe she can read my thoughts...LOL..Okay so why did the sales clerk ask us where the baby was...and we replied In my belly...HAHAHA she said, the way yall talk about her I thought she was here already! LMAO..... I suppose we do...

Okay so we also went to target to get my dry erase board for my office...I always wanted to hang one up...I really need to decorate my office really bad...but heck I havent even gotten around to decorating our house and we have been here for 2 years now, so I dont know what makes me think I will decorate my office anytime soon LMAO...BUT i do have LOTS of picks up...wedding, friends, me and ragan, me and my mommy, and of course me and hubby!!!...I better actually use that freaking board too...I spent over $20 on the eraser, markers, and board..LOL..Anyhoo hubby even got some ink for his printer and beef jerky so he was happy too LMAO...And after Babies R US we went to sports authority so he could buy spikes for the bottom of his golf shoes....You know hes got to have those LMAO...Speaking of golf, WHY did he have a dream that Keana was like 19 years old and we  were in Hawaii watching her play in a GOLF tournament...LMAO...OMG he has already aged my baby and she is already a golf pro in his dreams!!!!!!!!!!!....TOOO FUNNY.... But if daddy has his way she will be a female Tiger Woods for real...So be on the look out for KL in the near future! well really distant because she has some years to go...LMAO

Okay so I need to go cook us some lunch/dinner...LOL we had a late breakfast! LOL it was soooo good too..yummy cheese grits, eggs, turkey sausage and biscuits LMAO...I really want Wendy's right now...thats my new craving for the week I DONT KNOW WHY...Keane was like uhhhh I dont EVER remember you liking or wanting wendy's...its really weird...Oh well...but i suppose i can just cook right now....although talking about it is making me want some....well typing about it rather...but i am off to make some semihomemade mexican...LOL 

 


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