Only 5 weeks to go!  I haven't updated mainly because we don't have internet at home anymore and it's a bit difficult to update from work.  And also because not much has been happening.

I had a surpise baby shower last Saturday which was really nice - I got some really cute stuff and of course some essentials.  Christian's cot is still not up but at least dh has started painting it.  Sue is very happy with us I had a check up on Monday. 

Dh has been away this whole week - Lila misses him terribly when he's away shame.  At least he'll be home today and he might even fetch her from school, she would really love that.

Christian has been very quiet the last couple of days - I really hope he doesn't come early like everyone seems to be predicting!  I'm going on maternity leave on the 15th and still have so much to do to get everything ready for him.  I can't wait to meet him though :)  I sometimes secretly wish that he could come now so I can hold him...I still have anxiety attacks about the birth but I am going through with the home birth.  Sue assured me that it's all normal to have these feelings because I do know what's coming and there's a lot of subconscious fear as well.  I trust her and she has this amazing way of calming me.  I'm sure everything will be OK.