Sunday - 16 July I worked this weekend at an Expo - blergh! Wish I could be at home and not working buuut what can we do!
Baby is moving lots and my little angel girl seems to be coming down with something :( poor bug is coughing and snotting all over the place. I'm tired will take some time off work the week after next and go spoil myself.
2006-07-14 (18 weeks)
Friday - 14 July I'm starting to feel baby move a lot more now :) He/she is actually moving as I type this!! It's such an awesome feeling.
2006-07-11 (17 weeks)
Tuesday - 11 July
Aaah the joys of hormones! I'm feeling terribly "flat" today. And I'm riddled with guilt - guilt that I don't spend enough time with my daughter, that I don't give her enough attention, that I'm not quite a good enough mother/wife/person. And fear - fear about how I will cope with a second baby, how am I going to achieve a balance. I suppose only time will tell...
On the upside I have decided to take up a hobby - i don't know what yet, but I am going to do something for myself. A happy Mommy = happy family right...?
2006-07-08 (17 weeks)
Saturday - 8 July It's my birthday today! 29 years old shew! I had a good day, although I'm totally bushed now *yawn*.
Lila is obsessed with birthdays and was very exited about all the cake lol. And was singing Happy birthday to Lila the whole day (actually she's been singing that for about 3 weeks now...) She isn't really showing interest in the new baby anymore, maybe I should read some more to hear or something - I don't want her to be unprepared for what's coming.
My gran passed away on the 3rd of July, I went to her memorial on Wednesday I will miss her. I felt the baby move the whole day on Wednesday...
The baby's movements are very irregular still but I feel at least one movement a day which is a whole bunch sooner than Lila - I only started feeling her at 20 weeks. I want to have that bloodtest that looks for any abnormalities in the baby, I didn't want it with Lila but this time I do. I'm only going for my next appointment at 19 weeks, maybe I'll move it up a bit. I haven't yet decided if I want to know the sex of the baby or not, I figured if the doc can see then I'll find out and if not then I won't.
I still don't feel pregnant - it freaks me out. I have been starting to go to the loo a lot in the last week though. And of course I'm very emotional and forgetful. Anyway that's all for now, will update again soon.
