| 2007-12-31 (15 weeks) |
grrrr
I thought this trouble with the bank was over. its not! I went to the bank on Friday and took out whatever cash was left from my direct deposit after they took their money. Then I told the girl to close the account. She said ok with that dumb ass look on her face. I went to Harris Bank and opened a new checking accout and for the first time felt like my money was in a safe place. There seemed to be so many options online with bill paying and so on. I was a happy camper again. Then I decided to call TCF and make sure they closed my account because I know those thiefs are always trying to scam someone and guess what? They never closed my account. My account was at 0 balance...which is great until they decide to slap some dumb ass charge like they always do and then I would be back on negative.Well today I get to work...Yes I work on the 31st of December....not a big deal though, and I check my UNclosed account at TCF and guess what? AGAIN im on negative but this time its -$792.23......is that not a reason to go over there and pull that little girls hair? Stupid ass bank. So for all you readers thinking TCF is a good bank to open an account with its really not. all you will get are headiches and pains which you have plenty of being pregnant, you dont need any extra! On top of that, last night once again I didnt get any rest. I could not find a comfy position for the life of me! I turned and turned and that made my husband turn every which way as well so he got no sleep! then I got up to eat cereal and he got up to eat with me because he doesnt want me to eat alone and thing that its wrong to wake up at who knows what time and eat! what a sweet man! Anyhow, I was also experiencing some pains in my abdomen...probably because its stretching. it didnt feel like a worse enough pain to call the DR. but I did find the feeling very strange. But then again all these feelings are pretty strange! Today I feel ok. That was til i heard I am on negative $700 and some dollars. Now I am having a nervous brake down. On top of all this I had Harlem Furniture call me because they never received a pymt and I never received a bill so I figured if they want their money they better send me something how the hell am I supposed to know how much I need to pay per month...This was being our first pymt! So I got a call I told the lady I would pay over the phone by check...thank Goodness after 2 other bills I paid today I still had some money left in the bank ....Now thought Im totally wiped out. I got nothing. Rent is Due tomorrow....we dont even have enough to cover it....How great is that? Its been hard around the holidays... Its not like we spent too much or even wnough on presents but the little that we did spend effected us tremendously and now we cant pay half of our bills. I am in charge of keeping track of all our bills and I am feeling like its too much to handle. I forget so many things lately being pregnant and all I cant focus on anything let alone remember due dates for bills....I am having a hard time keeping myself sane. It is so hard not having enough money. I mean I make good money....he makes good money and still we have a hard time managing....hopefully soon he will start the other job he was promissed but in order to do that once again money is involved and we need to pay $250 to cover one last pymt for his licence....long story......Im just overwhealmed with all of these bills....Im sure im not the only one though... |
| 2007-12-27 (15 weeks) |
Horrible day!
Today is just a horrible day and i feel like screaming! Not only did i wake up with a headiche but it wont go away....its not a headiche its like someone is smashing your head with a hammer....thats not a headiche! it wont go away... i took something for it and it didnt help, i drank pop and it is still here....its like a bad nightmare that just wont go away! on top of it all the bank from hell TCF has once again screwed me this time by $225.... are these people insane...how the hell do they get away with charging me that much money! the messed up thing is that i have direct deposit and my check goes through to the bank tonight so these assholes will take all this money from me. on top of it all they cancelled my atm card so now i cant use the rest of the money I OWN!!!! dammit!!!!!! i am so frustrated. and this is not just my hormones talking. this is not just because i am pregnant and i have a right to be pissed off and frustrated this is some b.s. |
| 2007-12-26 (15 weeks) |
pregnancy luck
well today was just a wonderful day! Not only did it go by so fast but i didnt experience that awful migrane that i experience every day...but the day is not over yet....just the work day! I got pretty lucky....after a soup at lunch (i dont eat much being pregnant, not yet anyway) and then an hour after the soup i wanted some chips so i went to the machine and put in my number and the chips fell down..then put some more money in and the other chips would not come down....it just kept on rotating and rotating and 3 of the chips piled up but wouldnt come down....i was getting very angry ....i hit the machine a few times and that didnt help....when i looked there it was telling me that i hadnt used my money yet and to select a choice....so me being the logical person that i am i pressed the number next to the one i wanted and 4 bags of chips came down....the one i had just chosen and the 3 that were all piled up but didnt want to fall down....hehehehe now i had all 5 chips...... what a lucky pregnancy story huh? that was fun! it usually never happens to me they just get stuck and never fall down....and FYI those were my last 85 cents! i would have been in a bad mood all day after that..... |
| 2007-12-26 (15 weeks) |
15 weeks and 1 day
Today I feel just fine. Lately I have been feeling great except for the cold I still have. But I love how it feels to be pregnant at this stage of the pregnancy. I went to the doctor for the first time since I found out I am pregnant on Saturday. I was 14 weeks and 4 days at that time. They did the blood pressure,weight, we listened to the baby's heart and I cried of course...I didnt plan on it but it was an amazing experience.Then we did an ultrasound and even though I have seen ultrasounds online this one just took my breath away! It was my baby in there...and we found out we are having a GIRL....how amazing! I really wanted a girl. I am so happy. She was in there moving her hands and waving at us as if she knew she was actually waving...she moved a lot....that's great though. I just couldnt stop talking while looking at her in there....saying how wonderful this is and I just couldnt believe it.Then they took my blood which i was terrified of due to fear of needles (10% of people have this fear) but it was all ok with my husband holding my hand and the picture in my head of this beatiful baby girl.....it all went just fine! I go back in two weeks for some more blood work. Hope that one goes well as well. The doctor said the baby is perfect. she seemed big...thats good though. She is healthy as can be! i am officially wearing maternity clothes because my butt cant fit into anything i used to own.well its just my stomach actually but im sure my butt is getting bigger as well. my husband wont tell me though he says its just fine! ... I have a lot more energy than i did the first trimester but this trully has been an amazing experience for me so far. I feel like I grew as a person in so many ways. Life isnt just about me anymore. I have this wonderful baby to take care of and provide a great life for her. And i really hope that i will be able to do as good a job as my mom did. we were bad little teens (my sis and I) I hope i can create the same bond that my mom and i share. I just cant wait to hold my baby but i know i still have a long way to go. I am not as hormonal as before. I feel like I have calmed down a lot since the first trimester. I am still Bitchy at times but nothing like before. I have a lot of headiches though and the doc says just drink a pepsi it will go away and it usually does. its because of lack of sugar. But anyways, other than the headiches and it being harder and harder to bend over to tie my shoes or to pick up something i feel amazing. |
