Well let me start off by saying how amazingly huge my stomach is... It grew a lot in the past week... belly button hasnt popped but i dont expect it to... the stomach is fully formed and i just keep running out of pants to wear... here is a fresh and funny story for u..

Today i decided to put on a pair of pants i had not worn in a week so i put them on and they felt a bit tight and it was strange because they are usually really big at my belly thats why i dont wear them, they looked funny but today they felt tight.. and so i thought 'oh cool they finally fit', so i left to work and at one point i started feeling all this discomfort and a bit of pain in my stomach because the pants were so tight.. i got up to walk a little bit but no it was the pants... i tried stretching them (they are already stretchy pants, maternity pants) but no nothing worked and i thought oh jeez what am i gonna do for the whole day i could not stay like that cuz it became more and more painful by the second... so i emailed my boss who sits right across from me and i asked him if i could please go home and change my pants because i thought that they fit but they dont and i cant bare it anymore... so he came by me to see... (as if i was a circus) and smiled and said "go" he thought it was funny... this shit isnt funny.. i was in pain.. and i went home, changed and came back.. took me half an hour to go and come back.. except now some asshole had taken my spot and i was forced to park on the roof of the garage ...dang it! so now i am stuck with just one pair of pants that somewhat fit me although they are on their way out the door too! my husband keeps saying lets go get you some new ones.. but we cant afford it.. he doesnt realize all those tickets he keeps getting need to be paid... wont go through it again but the bottom line is i cant buy any new ones so i am stuck with these and when they start to hurt too i will just have to like rip them at the top or something to give me some extra space..haha...

I am having my baby shower on April 6th... i wanted it to be a Sunday so everyone can attend. I am so excited to be getting all these presents for my little princess... And let me tell you I watched some birthing videos online last night and they looked sooo painful. i know i will be shop up with Epidurals but it still looked very very painful...all this blood comming out and that big head through this little space...oh hell!!!! they showed it all and i was crying at the computer... awful... just awful.. no wonder they say mothers are the strongest human being ...no kidding... try having your husband push one of those big babies out his thingy!!! he keeps saying to me that if he could he would be the one giving birth and as sweet as that is its all crap... he is only saying it cuz he knows its not ever going to happen!!! ugghh... i told him he better be right by me when i am pushing and i want him to watch every bit of it and remember what it is that i went through every time he thinks about saying something mean to me or saying that i am not strong or something.. oh it will be a shadow over his head! not to be mean but hey we go through it for our kids and what do they go through? not a damn thing! anyways, i am 6 months pregnant so dont expect me to be too nice.....