wow

i saw my baby today its was really nice

altough i dont think im like a lot of people that they get very excited

but im very happy

Hi all

i'm a little worried sometimes when i go to pee, it takes sometime to come i it ends up coming just takes a while of me sitting on the loo waiting for my pee to come

i dont know if this is normal or not as it is my first pregs.

i will discuss with my doctor, it just very worried it usually only happens when i have urinated too much during the day and then it feels like i dont have anything else to come out but the pressure is still there.

was just wodering if anyone has gone through with this before or i should be very worried

also i ahve noticed lost in appetite now more than ever maibe it because my morning sickenss are still there.

thanks for nay advice

My god....... when does this gets any better cos at the moment i just want to die and be there, im i know is not the bay faults that im felling like that but my body just has all the bad effects a pregancy can have i think.

i woke up this morning and i felt like shit no more than the normal of each day now, but it just going worse.. i even had to call my partner at work to maibe call me a doctor

u see the worst thing is that wea re on the process of moving abroad actually at this time im in beautiful Bermuda yep it sounds like haven but only to me i could habe been anywhere worse in the world has my feelings are just too much to be dealt by me at the moment.  sometimes i think how do women do this i mean having more than 1 child one pregancy is bad enought let alone some that can actually be preganant for like ever .......

i read on the papers this lady that had 15 kids im 15 thats like being perganant all your life and she was only 36 can u believe it only some people and all in the name of i love kids

Yep me too i dont dought one day that i will love my baby or babies once i first lay my eyes on him/her or both has i have a feeling i might have twins

but this really sucks and i mean with a big S....... i called my sister this morning u see being in a different country thtan your family when u are going trough pregs sucks i mean they already have kids so i tend to ask them for advice more often than i would like to actually but hey thats what family and friend are for right

well at this moment i still have so many people to talk about me being pregs .. like my best friend she lives in Germany so i can just hide the fact that am pregs before i reach the 3 months probation

well talk about what i have done yerstday well since i fell very irratable every day for no reason at all

i had i litlle argument with my partner u see he already has 2 kids they older 18 and 17 so when i have my problems related to the pregs i fell like he does not care about cos his been there done that felling so now he just does not care he tells me differently but hey in my mind things are also undoorstood way worse than they might sound or mean

his 2 daugthers are here with us in bermuda they ok they dont know yet he wnated to tell them but i just think it would ruin their holiday.

and i rather waite until im done with the scan and bloods tests again thats such a worry in my mind i mean what is there that when u are pregs u dont worry

i hope im not the only one that worries so much about everthing

i have an appointment with my doctor on friday coming and after hoping to go see the midwife and after my scan im sooooooo scared of that but excited at the same time cos finally i will be able to see my baby and find out if im having twins or not

well will keep posted

just hope i fell much better today and that the baby is health and ok

hi everyone

this is my first pregancy and im feeling crap i dont even think crap is the word anymore.

i have thought that the near u get to your 3 months the easier it gets: but hey guess what with me its different.

life to me seems likes it does not have anymore meaning, im i'm really excited about my babe but its just too much i never new that being pregant was that difficult..... i have seen my sister giving birth like 3 times now ........... i guess u dont really know anything till u there

thank god i,m now at the end of my 11 week its been long but the worry is always there it seems that it dosent go away and to make matters worse u get a partner that pisses you off most of the times

totally life really crap

since my last upadate on my terrible felling, just had dinner and the usually cant eat and nothing tastes good anymore

i actually though that the whole think was out and gone with but hey im pregant and things dont just turn out the way we want do they !!!!!!!!

well i have to say i now feel like im having twins, well lets just say its a feeling inside me thats its talking. In a way  i dont really think i would be bale to cope with 2 babies at the sma etime but hey if it happens it will be ok

i dont know the odds of that happening but i guess it runs in my family i,m also a twins and my partner has a twins in his family.

so lets just say that i will find out soon or later what i,m having.

but i feel very scared beacuse theres always some disconfort going on arround.

i dont know but for 11 weeks i feellike my stomach is pretty big at times but sometimes it feels like is gone back its flat normal way

well im watching a movie and should go now plus litlle one inside me keeps me awake at all times

see ya next time