Last night I finally gut up the courage to tell my bestfriend that I am expecting my 3rd baby.  Which was hard given that she has been trying for some time for her first.  BUT then she spits out I am also pregnant due in 1 st July, 7 weeks.  I am so  happy!!!!  She has a little morning sickness and breast tenderness ++

As for me I have been really worried about my lack of breast tenderness and other symptoms.  But then this morning Dh was sleeping in so I was waiting for him to wake before I had breakfast, so I was packing the dishwasher which already has dirty dishes from last night in it and I almost yacked.  I felt good that I felt sick, just makes me think this pregnancy is going to stick.

I am about 15 DPO today so 4 wks 1 day.

Going really well, occasional dizzy spells and very slight soreness in my boobs but that is about it at the moment. Other than tiredness, I have been going to bed so so early and still waking up feeling like I havnt slept for days bags under my eyes.

I went to gym wed and today I feel good about TRYING to keep fit this pregnancy. In my others I have never worried about it.

Yesterday I decided to ring around an work out an ob/gyn/gp care.  I gave birth to my sons publicly but this time we have private health so I am going to use it.  Decided to go with a Ob who is situated accross the road from where I will deliver.  He has a great reputation.  He also has 2d and 4d scaning at his office which sounds cool.  My first appoinment is on the 6th of Dec.  I will have my first scan then.  I cant wait!!! I have to see a GP before then though to get a referral to see him.

Well thats about it for now.

After getting a stronger darker line I can say WHERE PREGNANT!!!! due 17th July, I am so excited .  I told my good friend Leah and my mum.  My best friend is currently TTC her first bub and so is my sister in law so I will hold off on telling them as its very upseting for them.

Symptoms: Mostly tiredness (yarned 10 times in a clients counselling session yesterday), stabbing pains in ovary area, heavy bbs but not really sore and dizziness.

I would be about 12 DPO today.

Bye for now

So I tested last night which is only 8/9DPO and I had a very very faint positive, which I dont really know whether I was just seeing things. Tested again this morning and the same thing.  I have also been feeling really nauseous and sore boobs on and off.  Also stabbing pains in my abdo, which I had also with my sons.

I will keep testing every morning till I have a really fast dark POSITIVE, then I will believe it once and for all.

Thats it for now.......to being maybe pregnant  I hope Im not getting my hopes up thats all.