work.... so i have been very tired and lazy lately and it saddens me knowing my x-mas vacation is over... fir some reason i am just so tired and i just dont want to get ready or go anywhere but to a fast food place. my poor fiance he is putting up with so much from me... i thank god for our new family together. but i am just not wanting to go to work i have to satnd all day in highheels in front of a computer, and im just not for that anymore... oh well lifes gotta go on!!!
2007-12-22 (5 weeks)
our first baby hello... my name is patricia and the daddys name is mark. This is our first pregnancy... and we are very excited... we would love to know if it is a girl or a boy... he wants a boy and i want a girl ...but what matters in the end is that the baby is healthy. i always get on the computer and love to look up things week by week... i am forever nervouse about things and stress way to easy.. haha and my fiance hates it!!! but i still love you. but i was so nervouse when i found out... i swear my whole life flashed before my eyes.. it was scary.. but then i realized there was a little person in me and i just fell in love...but i had to double check that i was and i took five home pregnancy test and went to the clinic and got a pee test than went to my doctors and got blood work haha i had to just double check haha didnt want to get my hopes up. but i could honestly say that i am the happiest most blessed person in the world.
