well well aren't we an active little man?  you are moving non-stop!!!  i absolutely love feeling you.  i think you have gotten the hang of doing flips.  it used to make mommy sick to her stomach but not any more.  daddy is always touching my stomach to feel you.  and i know you already love your daddy as much as he loves you coz you start kicking like crazy when you hear him talk.  your grandma has been here for just about a week now and has bought you so much stuff.  she is spoiling you so badly.  she has bought you tons and tons of clothes and she has bought your crib and your changing table.  and your crib mattress.  your great-grandma is going to buy your crib bedding.  mommy just hopes someone buys her breast pump for her.  mommy plans on giving you both the boob and the bottle.  i love you so much little one and can't wait to hold you.  you seem to like the diabetic diet just fine.  and you love it when mommy cheats and drinks sprite.  i do that just for you my sweet angel.  mommy is starting to feel nervous about having you in just four short months.  but i know we will be just fine.  i found out recently that you have a cousin that is due the same day as you and he is a boy as well.  we get to see you tomorrow.  i hope you show off for your grandma as well as me and daddy.  daddy loved seeing you five weeks ago and i'm sure he is just as anxious as me and grandma to see you tomorrow.  sorry about the two infections i had last week.  i had no control over that but did notice that you didn't like the medicine and didn't like mommy being sick.  you were a good baby at the appt last week when they were listening for your heartbeat.  you didn't kick you just ran away.  well probably swam away.  well little one i have written a lot and will most likely write some tomorrow after seeing you and hopefully put up some pictures.  i love you so much and will see you in four months!!!  love mommy.

well i put new pics up of you today.  and you apparently are liking sprite right now.  it has made you are wiggly.  i can't wait to hold my baby boy and give you kisses all over!!!  we got to see you last week and you were waving at us.  daddy was totally amazed by you and he is so proud!!!  your grandma is very proud too.  she is just trying to figure out what she wants to be called.  no just to warn you lucian, mommy is having problems with her glucose.  i promise not to hurt you and hopes you can cope well with it.  i will try my hardest to regulate it with diet and exercise.  we went and did your registry this weekend.  mommy and daddy had lots of fun but it made mommy really tired.  you are getting bigger and bigger and making mommy's tummy bigger and bigger.  i am going to take more pics of my belly tonight.  i am going to read to you tonight too.  well buddy i will see you in five months or so.  love you so much!!!