Hey, thanks for posting a comment on my baby crowd journal. It was nice to know someone could relate to what I'm feeling. When people say don't be stressed it really sets me off these days, because I would love nothing more than to relax, but something in my brain and body just can't and it's sooo frustrating. Today I was so tired I took two naps and now of course, I can't sleep.
YOur in NY huh? I dont envy you. I used to live Jersey up north in Vernon and in Bergen County and it gets cold as hell. I couldnt stand it, but this will be my first summer in AZ and it gets to like 125 degrees here. Dry heat my ass!!! HOT is HOT...! WHo am I kidding. I am just going to end up having a complaint about everything until I;ve delivered this baby. You are right...we're almost there. You are closer than me though. It sucks not being able to take the medicines or herbal remedies that used to relax and calm me down at night because they could adversely effect the baby, so I'm stuck with whatever mood decides to come up. It sucks, but it's not a life long thing thank god (although at times it feels that way). I dont want to fill this entire reply up with my issues, so I will say this...
You are pregnant, you are dealing with diabetes and your lung issues...and depression at times...what does that tell you about who you are? To me, it says you are one tough as nails chick who has incredible reserves to deal with pain and discomfort. It says that though you dont feel well, you have a deep love for life, because you could check out anytime, but your not. Your still here everyday, dealing with your struggle and not only that you thought about reaching out to someone else and letting them know they were not alone. (me) It says alot about who you are. So when your having a rough day, remember someone in AZ thinks your a pretty amazing person and is glad that though you are going through all your ordeals, you are in this world and alive and able to teach at least one child (yours) what the human spirit is capable in the way of deep love.
Thank you for all you are enduring to bring life through you.
Lisa C.
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Hi beautiful. I've been thinking about you so much lately. If you need to vent you can call me. I can understand what you're going through. You'll soon be holding your baby in your arms!!!!