Nov 13: CD 33 (111); DPO 14 - today is aunt flo's visit 37.03C
i still think aunt flo has a very good chance of visiting later today or tomorrow. i think tomorrow will be my telling date. do i ever feel dizzy though!!! it's insane. a tiny bit on the nauseous side... and my tummy is quite sensitive today (and yesterday). i feel like my girly parts are telling me aunt flo is coming though so i'm trying sooo hard to not to get any hopes up. (hard to do, but i'm trying!!!)
we'll see how today goes. if i start freezing, then i'll take that as a sign that my internal temp is dropping and i will get my period quite soon!
things to note: i'm doing stupid things (shutting my fingers in my drawer last night, bumping my head on the ceiling (we have a loft with low/angled ceilings on 2 sides of our room) - last night and then again this morning. oh ya, almost cried 4 times before 7:30 this morning... cried last night...emotional night.
anyway... i'm not believing anything until i see my temperature tomorrow and then i'll go from there... (to prove this, i have a pad on!)
2007-11-12 (0 weeks)
Nov 12: CD 32 (110); DPO 13 - tomorrow is aunt flo's visit 37.00C
so here we are at DPO 13. i know for a fact that i am going to get my period tomorrow. i have no symptoms strong enough to predict otherwise. i believe my temp to be high due to restlessness last night. i woke up at 1am and reached for my thermometer thinking it was at least 5am. then i kept waking up so my temp has got to be way off anyway. it will drop tomorrow.
the only thing i've got to account for any early pregnancy symptoms are that i am really tired this morning (felt like a walking, and lost, zombie), and have a slight nauseous feeling (you know that sour feeling in the back of your mouth sort-of-thing)...as well as some dizziness. as i said though, i don't think that's enough, and am definitely expecting my period tomorrow. i think it will be a heavy one too (because i'm soooo tired).
so that's that.
i did get some Christmas shopping done...so that's good. i still have lots more to do let me tell ya! i still have time though...
... that was this morning... here's an update...
so this morning, i felt pretty crappy... and stuffy. later on this morning i felt better, and now i feel perfectly normal (other than i just had a few ab pains on my left side again. haven't had those for a couple days!...since friday night). i'm still tired, but that's because i had a restless night. anyway, not looking forward to it, but i'm definitely expecting aunt flo tomorrow (if not tomorrow, then definitely the next day)
2007-11-11 (0 weeks)
Nov 11: CD 31 (110); DPO 12 - doomed 36.64C
i'm done for. i'll be getting my period in 2 days. on the bright say, in 2 days, cycle date 1 will begin. i'm REALLY REALLY REALLY hoping for some good baby news right before Christmas...how amazing would that be? Christmas is such a special time. if the next cycle is the same amount of days, i would expect to know by Dec 15 (next expected period)...which means a lot of BD-ing around Dec 1. i'm going to buy an OPK hopefully today and hopefully estimate around the right time cuz i really don't want to waste sticks and have to buy another kit next month. (and why did i get all those abdomen pains this month?! what's that all about? geesh! maybe something IS wrong with me.)
so, i'm bummed once again. but trying to be positive. i've decided that everytime (every cycle) i don't get pregnant, i should do something for myself. this time, i'm going to be all about Christmas...i plan on getting some gifts today in London so hopefully that works out at least... it will definitely make me feel better...like i've got something accomplished... AND the bonus is that will cut down my stress (hopefully) around the holiday and baby making season. how smart! haha.
the funny part is my ov chart's coverline shifted today (fertility friend)... is it trying to get my hopes up?! it was at 36.67. now it's shifted down to 36.57. what the?! why would it do that today!? i don't believe it...i thought a coverline was based upon 1/10th of a degree higher than the 6th day before ovulation. hope-getter-uppers.
BIG "W" for WHATEVER. haha
2007-11-10 (0 weeks)
Nov 10: CD 30 (109); DPO 11 36.93C is the temp of the day.
i was wrong yesterday but i'm assuming my temp will definitely drop tomorrow.
i had a lot of pains in my abdomen last night... not getting too many really today though :( they sure weren't cramps...so i don't know if i could be putting the weird pains there myself, or if they're really happening. i don't remember ever experience this before. oh well... i think it's a mind thing. i have a major lack of libido though, that's for sure....ask DH.
we're going to a movie tonight with M&B... hopefully it works out cuz i've been looking forward to it - and dinner (i'm hoping we have East Side Mario's!) all week :)
T
(bit of blood upon wiping, but may have been from the other side)
