it's almost 2008! i'm back for a minute or two...
so last cycle, we tried the every-other-day PLUS "baby dancing" with no result...
this cycle i'm going to use an OPK and see if anything happens. a lot of people are getting preggo's and i'm hoping there's something in the air. i'm feeling good about it this time.
HAPPY 2008 :) (8 is an awesome number)
2007-11-20 (0 weeks)
Nov 20: CD 2 I got my period yesterday and i was ecstatic! seriously. i'm done taking my temps and i'm just going to let nature take its course. (at least going to try it for a month...or too, if i find i'm less anxious about it)
anyways... later!
2007-11-15 (0 weeks)
Nov 15: CD 35 (113); DPO 4 37.09C
so once this cycle is complete, i am done with my BBT...i'm going to try it without charting. it's just stressing me out way too much. forget it, i say.
2007-11-14 (0 weeks)
Nov 14: CD 34 (112); DPO 15 - BFN? 37.09C
my temp is at it's highest.... i haven't YET got my period (which i'm sure i will now!)... and i tested this morning and got a BFN. i'm pretty crushed b/c i felt so sure yesterday. i used a first response test and i've read people having a hard time getting a positive from those tests... but whatever, i'm going to be the negative, glass-half-empty person right now and continue believing (once again) that i am definitely getting my period. i just don't get it. my tummy has felt bloated and sensitive since Nov 11... right now, not so much. maybe there was something growing in there, and maybe it stopped. i'm still tired, slight dizziness...can't sleep worth crap... i guess i got too excited. the last few days that my temps have been up may not be accurate b/c i'm not getting a full night's sleep and i keep taking my temps around 5:15am (like this morning). i had to get up and pee 2 hours after i fell asleep - i NEVER do that... i thought that was a good sign.
*sigh*
...still wearing a pad...
f-n fertility friend. (i just went on and keyed in my temp) it's because of that website i stopped having intercourse a few days later after my "ovulation" date because i didn't want to disrupt anything. i'm so stupid. i shouldn't have listened to that site. it's moved my cycle date to CD 31! well, i know for sure i'm not going to be pregnant this cycle! i guess i can take this stupid pad off for another 11 days i recommend to anyone to not go by any website, just do what feels right (i read somewhere that intercourse can disrupt early pregnancy if the pregnancy is not normal... i figured i would play it safe) stupid stupid stupid. just another lesson learned. how many more do i need?! i want to be pregnant more than anything. i just feel so crushed that it's taken this long... everyone else in my family has no problem. sucks to be me some days.
i recommend to anyone to not go by any website, just do what feels right (i read somewhere that intercourse can disrupt early pregnancy if the pregnancy is not normal... i figured i would play it safe) stupid stupid stupid. just another lesson learned. how many more do i need?! i want to be pregnant more than anything. i just feel so crushed that it's taken this long... everyone else in my family has no problem. sucks to be me some days.