rollahcoastah my temp dropped again yesterday... and rose again today
the insanity continues...
2007-10-03 (0 weeks)
long time okay, so this is a lot harder than i thought. even doing the bbt chart thing doesn't seem to be helping.... my family has good genes so i didn't think it would be so difficult. it seems like i'm a veteran at trying all ready just cuz it takes so long...
we started trying after my first normal period - JULY 25.... my cycle's been screwy since then. i've only have one period since then (SEPT 4) and it's now October 3 and i think i just ovulated on the 1st... so i still have like a month to go or something? hopefully not... hopefully it will only be 13 days like everyone else's charts and then i can see a BFP (big fat positive...not big fat period....)
it's hard to stay positive though...
i had a dream last night that i was lactating *L*... how stupid. i know it means nothing because i've had dreams that i was pregnant, and they meant nothing too... other than the fact that i want nothing more than to be pregnant... at least once (twice would be perfect, but at least once...)
2007-08-29 (0 weeks)
Aug 29 i have a very strange BBT chart happening here. i can't say it resembles any of the "samples" i've seen! just now (for the last week or so) my temperature is actually rising. i was supposed to get my period Aug 22. well, that didn't happen. so i took a test. negative. Now, since Aug 24, my girls have been quite sensitive... i've never had them sensitive like this for more than 2 days before aunt flo. i'm going to go with my hormones just being out of wack from not being on the pill anymore. i have one more test, but i don't want to waste it. i need another sign first...(ya, i'm still hopefull...silly probably)...we'll see what happens next week. if my chart stays high, maybe i'll muster up the courage to use another test. i want just one or another thing to happen - period, or pregnant... not somewhere in between.
oh ya, and somehow in the last 2 weeks, i've lost 6 pounds! i don't need to lose weight, and i'm definitely not trying, so what is happening here?!
does this sound familiar to anyone? if so, please tell me your outcome... it would be great to have some foresight...
2007-08-11 (0 weeks)
sad realization so i don't think it will happen this month as my BBT dropped quite a bit. i hope we are both fertile and that maybe i still have some effects of the pill that have yet to wear off... (even though i had a normal period last month just fine without the pill)... i don't know...
also, my sister told me today that my hairdresser thinks i need to gain some weight... which would be fine if i knew how! i've been thin all my life. crap. i am healthy, so isn't that enough?
back to the world of trying. (...and trying to gain at least a little bit of weight i guess...?)
