clumsy i wasn't going to come back until i'm actually pregnant, but i think i'm going to try writing in here everyday... just my Cycle Date, Temperature, and anything i should take note of. My thermometer is screwing up on me again though. i just bought a new battery! so i don't even know if it's working properly :( am i ever clumsy today...and grumpy. PMS already?
Today is CD 14. Temp is either 34.09 or 36.34 (messed up thermometer)
tired • sharp pains in lower left side abdomen (10pm)
BABY DANCE (maybe this is good luck to throw the hearts in there? it's worked for some people *L*)
93 days of trying... (started after CD1 on July 25/07)
Till tomorrow...
2007-10-13 (0 weeks)
what a fool i am it's funny how easily i can be tricked into thinking that it's actually going to happen. well, the good news is, it's Cycle Day 2... so i guess here goes another try....
please wish me luck.
luvs...
2007-10-13 (0 weeks)
now i'm scared (lots of blood) i can't believe how much i'm bleeding. i thought it was implantation bleeding...cuz how could i get my period only a week after ovulating? is that possible? and without as many cramps? and plus it's brown blood...like implantation bleeding... i don't know, i'm just worried. i don't know if i should tell anyone... i told DH, but he doesn't get it and says that maybe it's just my period.
i was really counting on my thermometer for my BBT charts this morning and of course the battery dies on it! i check my temp and just as i was going back to sleep the thing starts beeping at me. so i jump out of bed and run over to the bathroom with it... it said 33.6 or something degrees celcius! and flashing... so i figured that's wrong! so i layed back down and took my temp again... this time at 36.41 which isn't below my coverline, so that's good, but it's still a dip. hopefully an implantation dip. i have to run out today and get a new battery... argh... that's so frustrating.
2007-10-12 (0 weeks)
the beginning of a love story? :) (motherly love, that is!)
SOOOO i am bleeding!!!! and i don't think it's AF!
at about 12:50 i called DH (cuz he was supposed to call me to go for lunch at 12:40) for lunch... he had to stop and get milk & bread, so i figured i'd pee before i left. to my surpise, there was blood in my undies! (wow, do i ever sound corny!) i took a deep breath, and thought... "wow.... someone upstairs really likes me..." So as i was washing my hands, and smiling and amazed, i looked in the mirror, and for the first time, i actually thought "i look like a mom." it was soooo weird, and now i keep seeing myself as a mom when i look in the mirror... before, i couldn't picture it no matter how hard i wanted to. so i hurried home, cried on the drive home from happiness, ran to change my undies and grab a pad and wondered if i should say anything to DH. ....i didn't. i don't want either of us to get too excited - not just yet! so i mentioned as he was leaving back for work that i'm bleeding and i may have my period... he gave me this "ick" look (like a disappointed for me, and "ew why are you telling me this" sort of look).
so anywho... still bleeding... i won't get into too many details. i'll just say it sounds like what the internet describes to be implantation bleeding (rather than breakthrough bleeding). The less descriptive reasoning is because i'm 8 DPO (which seems pretty much by the book for implantation!). i'm not due for my period until Oct 18, as long as fertility friend has judged my bbt chart correctly, which i do believe (by looking at my chart) is correct as well. i don't know, is it possible to get your period a week after ovulation? (and plus, it's not the light to heavy bleeding... so i'm thinking good things!)
I APPRECIATE ANY THOUGHTS AND HOPES AND PRAYERS FOR ME & DH & possbile BABY ;)
thank you :)
well, i'm hungry... gotta get ready. we're going for some food! woohoo! i'm buying... booooo ;)
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