hi there
I just really really need to get all this out!
ever sense i was little and first started gaining weight i hated it then when i lost all my friends i hated myself. I always always binge and then i throw up. Over and over again, it feels terrible and i often refuse to go out because i feel like crap. I just want to finally rid my body of the fat, after all these years its all i need to do. I went ana for a while a few years ago, but then i got sick one day and started eating and wouldnt stop. I threw up before my stomac burst, but i need to cure myself of these distaste full habbits. ↓
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