Hey Seth, really sorry to hear about ur mum. I'm not bulimic but I do feel really lonely and like I wanna end it all somedays because I am fat.
I dont wanna say I know what u are going through because I don't I have both my parents so it must be really hard for you. were u really close to ur mum? Is there anyone else that u are close to that u can share these feelings with? like another family member or a close friend. or maybe even a doctor?
Hope u find peace withing urself hunni
[email protected] if u wanna talk some more
take care
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| thanks btw i added you cys soon thanks again take care bye xxxx ↑ |
Hey Seth!!
How are you?!?! My name is Sofia and I have bulimia too, and I'd probably consider myself a pro too ...hehe. But it stinks sometimes ya know....That icky feeling of "uuf I can't do this anymore,I'm worthless,Ican't do anything right,what am I here for!? nobody really cares if I'm gone,What am I gonna be, who do I need to be",or the two that gets me the most are "what is my purpose here??" "I know its a sin in the bible, but I can't take it anymore I DONT WANT TO EXIST!!" I have definitely had those feelings proooomise and lemme tell you theey suck big time cause you just dont know how to stop those thoughts or feelings....right?I just go to bed, and when I cant or dont feel like praying, cause I, at the moment, dont think it will help,I force myself to say a smaaal little prayer like "Lord Jesus please help me and please help my family" thats all I say and either I cry myself to sleep or thunk Im out like a light as soon as I say "Amen"
Please don't try to hurt yourself, Im sure its hard right now, we all have incredibly hard times, and unfortunately we might have a few more ahead. But i promise things WILL get better I promise from the deepest of my heart, I promise that this isnt what you want please trust me with this one.
I know this is incredibly random, but if you want to email me Id love to hear from you!!! my email is [email protected]
take care buddy!!
sincerely,
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| thanks for the email i think we can help each othere ALOT ! ! i would love to here from you i haveadded you on msn so ill cys soon take care also watch out for jessie she can be mean but ignor here bye xxxx ↑ |
