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Name: Ashly

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I'm 18....
I'm not english(so i aplogize for my horrible language knowledge), i'm from small country called Latvia, but it's not realy important-is it?
Anyway-my weight is about 48kg, i know it's not much, but still....I'm used to hear such things like-oh!ur so thin, so slim and so sexy...
Since this june i live in England...I have noticed that i'm getting fater, i hate it!
Two weeks i didn't eat at all....Than my boyfriend notice it and got me back to real life!
But now-few months after i'm back to the same thoughts, the same feelings-and the most horrible thing about it-i don't want to fight it! ↓

Name: ally murphy | Date: Nov 8th, 2006 2:34 PM

Hi im only 19.
You should listen to your boyfriend. And you can always post notes on the site. My boyfriend says the same to me but i can't see what he see's like he says your beautiful sexy all sorts but i can't see it. I know what you mean when you say you don't want to fight it. But you have to try. Try just eating healthy foods like loads of fruit and veg. Just eat 4-5 little meals each day. I have been a bulmic for 6 years now. And it feels impossiable to stop. If you need to chat im here. ↑

Name: Ashly | Date: Nov 9th, 2006 9:01 PM

Thank you very much...Means lot to me!
Unfortunately-have to say-was eating today just like a normal girl, but now i feel terible!
Hate it!
And i love veg and fruit...im eating healthy but at the end im still too fat...way too fat!
When i look at my pics i can't belive that i have put on so much weight!!!
But thanx you again!
Will be here as well....:) ↑